My Mekap Artis

I dunno how long Alia had been eyeing for my make-up set on my dressing table.. I bought it years ago..this set completes with blusher, eye shadow and lipstick...it turned out lipstick was ruined..

Last weekend she asked me whether she can have it or not..I alredy forgot the set and obviously given to her..How happy she was to have the set and asking me whether she can use it.. I let her do whatever with it while I was cooking.. Needless to say more, she tried to put on her own make up...gasaklaa...

minutes later I found her putting on make-up on Faiz's face, too... mak aii Angah ni tak tau kee mekap ni for ladies..?? lantak kom eleee....

Anyway, after I finished cooking and resting while waiting for other half to come home.. Alia blurted:

Alia: Mama, kakak make-up kan mama ye...

Mama: suka hati laa...

see ppl...bila suka hati la..mmg sesuka-suki je dia buh kaler2 kat muka i...! hahahhaha

Bantal Busuk?????

today is the day supposedly I am off to Redang, but due to the mis-match between dates and intakes and exams and BOEs..forget about it.. however, my tegar colleagues will be off tonite to T'ganu..! have a safe journey guys!!

anyway, what I am trying to tell is nothing to do with beaches in Redang. It is about BANTAL BUSUK......ni sebab my ofismet laa ni bawak bantal busuk pi Redang... abih laaaa bau pantai tu.. hahahhahha.... korang ada???

Well, I live with 2 ppl who cannot sleep with bantal vusuk nyaaa.....other half and Alia..ishh... nak je rasa buat bantal busuk tu jadi tanah dalam pasu bunga....hahahhahahha tunggu laa one day!

Brain-Less Drivers

bila dah hari2 memandu, hari2 nampak peel memacam orang...paling benci bila dah lewat time tu laaa keta kat depan ni terhegeh2....ishhh.... ada Vios sekoh ni..sibukkk nak dok lane kanan kat LDP tu...tapi depan dia 3 bijik bas leh masuk....tak sabar sungguh kalau driver ngong camnehh tauuu....pi duduk lane kiri tu....ceh...

semalam plak dgn baik hati bagi laluan kat satu van otai ni...dah bagi masuk lane tu lajuu laa sikit kan...ni pun lambat dahla nak pegi beli barang dah janji dgn other half... hegeh jugak... cis...

pagi tadi nak masuk LDP dari MRR2...ada satu Suzuki Swift driver ni..mak oi...sikitt laa gi nak himpit my winter sonata...cengkononnya dah bagi signal leh terus masuk la..? tgk2 anak mat saleh,...tapi bangang ! pastu dah masuk lorong tnGo...kena tunggu plak... ada 2 bekor driver yang bangang ni..dah tau tader tngo tu nak pakai cash, masuk laa lane cash...bagi hangin org tngo je...bungokkkk

tapi few days back, ada satu keta ni...hegeh2 nak masuk kiri (memang lane dia la yang betul) i masuk cut tang corner... pastu cam tak puas hati laa kan...what i did... i tried hard to overtake him and he was doing the same...in the end I smiled at him and made a sign 'u go 1st..' but instead, he signaled the same to me...nampak i gojes kot that day... hahhahahhahah diplomatikkkk on the road bebeh...!

Please Do Not Provoke

hari ni agak angin sebab almost every day diujakan dgn soklan2 yang sama Kau balik kampung tak raya ni? Kau balik kampung tak raya ni,...?

Aduh tension tahap gaban plak...dah laa baru naik keja semalam MC head spinning... soklan2 camni sure akan menambah sakit kepala ku...

tahler, bukan aku tak nak balik...sapa taknak salam tangan mak ayah pepagi raya beb... dah le 12 tahun je dok full-time dgn parents ni dah 35 tahun hidup..takkan tak nak jumpa mak ayah even for raya sekali pun..

i found myself kept too many HURT-FEELINGS for the 20 over years yang tak tinggal dgn parents tu... no doubt, i am one of the nottiest/rebellious kids my parents ever had...i am not like my brothers...angah for example, always the BEST among us..(true...mak selalu cerita masa ngandungkan angah mimpi bulan jatuh ke riba...) kalau about me, masanak beranak kan kau, air takde...kena cari air sana sini..nak membersihkan kau pun susah....(i kept this hurtful feeling since I was a teenager....for me, there is a clear line between me and my brother...) i managed to hide that feeling for tens of years..but nowadays i felt so down when i was provoked.. balik kampung tak..balik kampung tak..? i am not brainless...i could think..please do not provoke such things that might further me away from our bigger famili...

i am hurt inside for years and when i disclose my 'unsatisfying feeling to some certain events' ended up I AM STILL THE REBELLIOUS to my mother.."Mak, alah tetap sayang mak.. camana mak kat amak tak pilih kasih, tapi pada alah, mak masih lagi pilih kasih....mak bayak banding2 kan anak2...mak sayangkan menantu2 perempuan mak, sebab mak taknak menantu mak bawak lari anak2 mak...tapi menantu mak bukan semua yang paham...yang tak paham tu la yang #$%^&*..sebab dia la alah jadi lebih kecik hati... alah mintak maaf, ye mak..!"

Fitnah Jangan Disebar, Kalau Benar Tak Salah Dihebah

9th July marked a history for us Malaysian as tens of thousands rakyat2 marhaen berhimpun to call for fair election from the ruling-government...I like the fact that BERSIH was the limelight for everyone be it the organisers or the ruling government, everyone has something to say about it..

videos clearly taken and uploaded everywhere for the walk of peace.. where the walk of peace became dangerous events to many..in fact one rakyat marhaen passed away during the event...

what I want to point here is, on top of this issue, many butt-suckers (mind my language) tried hard to edit as many vidoes as they could to save the face of the kerajaan kuku besi...sampai ada yang sanggup mengatakan rakyat marhaen yang dah meninggal tu hidup balik.. dengan kata lain, kawan tu berlakon laa pura-pura la... even an acquaintance of mine has put the edited video of allahyarham where he died in the mornig and hidup balik in the afternoon... I read comments from her friends where they meremeh2kan ttg orang yang meninggal and kept quiet. Not until this moning where I heard over the radio that police has confirmed Allahyarham Baharuddin died during the walk of peace, but due to heart failure.. in that split second, I recalled my acquiantance status entry in FB, where I believe she has (at least tried secara sedar atau tidak) spread fitnah...Nauzubillah...! I add on a comment on the entry regarding and without fail, I jokingly said, Jangan Maree... with a hope that she will stay a friend to me..

Yang benar tak salah disebarkan, tapi kalau fitnah, jangan tunjuk kat orang ye...! enjoy your weekend ahead!

When KURMA is a Luxury Item

mesti ada yang gelak when I said Kurma ni luxury items kan... takper la... it's every individual's pov course..:)
Ramadhan is approaching and few days ago, my ex-schoolmate and I talked about fasting at school... no joke, that was one of the most wonderful times we (at least I do) had! At that split moment, too, reminded me of how I collected the dates (given for us everyday in a plastic packet)... for almost 5 years spent in the boarding school, I never ate the free dates.. I collected them for my siblings at home... (i don't know whether u believe it or not, but I did keep the dates for them..).. I collected the dates and kept them in my locker. When it was time to go home for Raya breaks, I unpacked them and put it them nicely in a bigger tupperware available.
Do you know why? That was how I expressed my love and tender care to my father, mother, brothers and sister.
As far as I remembered, we did not even know how kurma taste when we were young..my parents could not afford to buy dates for us in Ramadhan, let alone to taste them... I brought my dates home for 5 years.. and I still can picturise my little brothers and little sister berebut2 nak makan kurma tu.. for us the dates were luxury items... mak dan bak tak mampu..
kak la kat sekolah dapat for free...how could you being a sister eat something luxury yet your brothers and sister had never had the chance to taste and smell dates... for me, mmg tak sampai hati.. kalau boleh whatever luxury item I had, I want my siblings to have them too...
oh, that was a story of me back then 18-23 years ago....things may have changed now.. we eat dates whenever we like.. but if you ask me do I love my siblings?.. of course I do....my love remains for them...the feelings of sisterhood is still the same...

but ask them, whether do they love me still? answers may vary....:)

Stiletto that I Own

:)..this morning as I drove along LDP..(mind you LDP was packed, packer than usual because an accident took place right after 1U...*sighhh....*), my mind kept thinking of DRESSING UP again...

Well, too bad, that is my favourite topic these days.. one of the reasons is,I am now ABLE to wear 4 inch stiletto yet again....(see pic)

as far as I remember, I used to wear stiletto to work before I get married..without ever have to think about backache, corns etc... right after i got married (almost 10 years ago..) I got pregnant, i left all my heels away.. I commuted to work every single day, took buses to and fro to work, definitely heels (especially the sexy-looking stiletto) is a NO-NO! forget about that...! i delivered my 2 kids then, i longed to put a try on stilettos...OMG...baru pakai seminggu 2, tapak tumit MESTI DAH TANGGAL!!! that was not even 2 inch high okayyyyy! i was thinking, what was wrogn with my feet? nothing is wrong except for my bigger than ever A*S and thighs.... betis pun besar... i realised one thing, my shoes mostly thinner on one side, that is the tip below my tumit...what a probelm i thought.. although VINCCI buat sale giler2 3 pasang less than RM50, I can forget about it as I know, VINCCI will never fit me again..

after my 4th kid, things seemed to have changed.. i bought a Carlo Rino 2 inch heels (pointy types) and it came to my surprise, it remained the same look even after my baby is now 7th month.. so last few weeks I begged other half for a stiletto I longed for years.. and di gambar itu laa hasil rayuan ku itu... it was 50% discount at VINCCI.. believe it or not, I am wearing it for a month now...it stays....oh, I so like!!! I even remember how to walk with stiletto on....p/s: I shed manyh kilos after my 4th delivery...that could be the reason!

Oh, Emir, mama love u so... :)

Some Things are Best Left Unsaid

some of you may agree with my title today, where some of you may say the opposite.. as I always say, this is purely my P.O.V.. (point of view daaa....!)

for me, if I love something or better, someone..be it a friend or be it a family, it they worth a thousand words for me, i rather be quite than argue further... for the purpose of saving the most valued relationship/friendship..

it occured to me, not once, but on many occasions..things left unsaid saved more relationship than it does otherwise.. mula2 perang mulut...lepas tu perang naik kaki tangan..pastu senjata tajam pun ikut serta... well...too imaginative la i today..!

Anyway, I am happy as I am...and I am happier that I MANAGE to calm myself down these days if some fiery things whacked my mind and human relationship I have...! well..life is always like that, dude!

live with it!

Impulse Purchase

ini laa penyakit yang tidak dapt ku elakkan for how long...

tadi patutnya pi order kek for Alia's birthday.. tup2 tgh jalan ada amoi ni tahan, "Ms... come do nail buffing for RM2... " only for few minutes... for RM2, orang nak belai your nails..sapa yang takmau ye dak... so I buy the offer..

duduk je, other amoi is explaining other offer... ada facial for RM18..best gak..tapi they suggested me to do the RM39 as the latter suits my age better..(alamak dah tua ke...)...pastu dia pegang2 pipi i n bgtau "ms, u do face-shaping also good one.. see only for RM8.." in the end i paid RM46 all in all... chisss....kek anak tak beli lagi ni... pantang ada extra RM...lajuuu je nak pamper myself...sekali sekala apa salahnya tak..

now, have to think bila nak amik half day leave and do the pampering for myself ituuuuu......... nak buat weekend sure tak jadi kan... hehehhe

ni bestday anak ke bestday mama ni.....?

Corporate Looked, Brain CROOKED

Hahahhahahaha..... I am not talking about anybody or anyone else. I am about to tell this brain-less story of mine.. (nasib baik tak kena ketuk dengan helmet)

Yesterday, I really dressed up for work, put on a nice blue shirt, a black striped pants, and black striped vest to add-on.. tudung pun siap masuk dalam shirt... giler korporat look...! to complete this I slipped on 4-inch peep toe stiletto... kira gaya keparat tu mmg terserlah la... one remarks i received, U DON'T LOOK LIKE SOMEONE WHO HAS DELIVERED 4 KIDS....!

giler perasan la kan.. but not my remark though, I still take it as a compliment... :)

to cut the perasan story short, around 6pm, i packed up things to go home.. only when i reached to my car and tried to start the engine, it failed.. i had tried few times and still came to no avail.. lastly, i called up other half.. he said maybe the battery is.. i gave up. and decided to get back into the office again as other half said he will be coming to have a look.. he asked me to wait. minutes later he called and ask whether the car is still life-lss or not.. i said still kong, so he will be coming he said..

back to office, my boss gave me a mechanic number.. he wil surely help.. so i rang other half, he said, no need, just wait for him to come in less than an hour.. so i waited and tried to finish my timetable planning...

quarter to 7, my phone rang, he said he was already here.. i quickly packed up my things.. and rushed to the car park area.. seeing him with his staff (staf dia dah pena tkot, terus terduduk kat rumput) then the first thing he asked, boleh tak.. i told him "mama dah try macam2 dah tadi, bukak bonet check bateri tak hidup gak keta ni.." his quipped:"tu tengokk tuuu gear tu ka thuruf mana tu.....??" alamakkkkk.....gear kat 'D' laaaa...... cuba try letak kat 'P' katanya... terapkasa laa i akur kan... hmmm... terus hidup dengan segeranya keta ku ini.... gelak je laaaa sepanjang2 tu... other half remark: "ceh.....nyusahkan orang je datang jauh2 sebab batang gear je salah park... sebbaik tak panggil mekanik tu... ketuk karang dgn helmet baru tau..." sambil senyum2 ala2 mamat pakistani dia tu... hahahhaha....

mesti staf di tu kata dalam hati, "apa la bini bos ni, pakai je macam korporat (more to keparat la kan..) tapi gear pun tak tau..."

ouch!

Happy Bestday Kakak....!

today marked 8th years of my baby girl Alia.. she was born at 8.50am to be exact, and I still remember almost every minutes and seconds of the pain and joyful bless i had 8 years ago...

for me, those are the jovial moment where for the first time i delivered a human from my stomach... the second, third and fourth followed are not as hard as the first though...

anyhow, I thank to God, ALhamdulillah to bless me this angel as she is too pure... tanggungjawab mama dan ayah membentuk peribadi anak pula now ni.. wish me all the luck..

i packed some cute little notebook, along with cartooned pencil and smiley erasers in a hand-made Barbie bag from sugar paper... i packed it subuh2 sapieee...for her to give to her good friends.. she woke up in the morning (knowing her daily task to eye her little brother Emir while I am taking my bath), and smiled from ear to ear seeing the party packs next to my bed... as she saw me dressing up for work she said, Thank You mama....

I promised her a cake later today after work and told other half to come back early to have little famili celebration for her bestday although it is not going to be a blastful one! Other half promised to take her this weekend for her ever-demanded bicycle for present...

Anyway, Happy Birthday darling Alia.. mama and ayah will always love you and semoga menjadi anak yang tau menjaga diri dan pekerti untuk dunia dan akhirat....

BERSIH my POV

Nowadays, bila dah membayar taxes (not only INCOME but many goods and services), I really think my voice & rights as a rakyat should not be ignored by the ruling government. If you switched on the TV, most of the main stream media putting all the blames on the opposition for the bad..little they know, the more blame they put on, the more hatred ppl have to them and thinner faith ppl hav in them.. (kalau dah bangang tu jangan la tunjuk sangat kan..!)

anyway, what I am sharing here is the type of ppl we have around us.. ada yang macam saya, hari2 nak bangkang ruling gomen..(have to la...dah dapat power tapi tak menjalankan tugas, aku haramkan duit tax aku tu kat korang sumer!), ada yang ikut2 je.. ada yang stay silent..yela kalau bunyik karang nampak bebeno dia pro-ruling government.. i have one in my office..rata2 kat dalam office ni agree with me the current ruling government menekan rakyat and menindas rakyat.. korang harus dapat imagine kalau cerita dulu2, gomen2 camni obviously mengerah rakyat2 nya mengerjakan ladang kebun dsb...pastu duit dari jualan tu diambil utk diberi kepada raja...kalau rakyat tu taknak bagi dikatakan derhaka...this is the same situation we have here cuma sekarang ni takder laa pengawal2 istana tu datang ke rumah masing2 nak kutip so-called cukai tu...tapi the ruling government menggunakan sistem yang ada untuk memaksa rakyat membayar...thru PINJAMAN PELAJARAN (JPA, MARA, PTPTN), cukai (income tax, cukai servis, cukai pintu, cukai tanah....grrr.....!!), cukai lain2 (cukai jalan nak hidup rodtek tu...) tu kira memaksa la tu.. bayangkan berapa banyak diorang kumpul...taid baru je dgr kat radio rakyat m'sia dah cecah 27 juta.. katalaa yang ACTIVELY bayar tax tu 25% of the population and roughly they pay RM2.5k (paling kurang) setahun for all those cukai (tak termasuk rasuah yang kena bagi kat polis kalau kena tangkap kat jalanraya tu...!) i have calculated total of RM16 875 000000.. tah menyebutnya pun tak reti... wah banyakk nya tu.. tu baru kira individu, tak kira lagi tax yang company ken abayar...aduh..kaya negara kita tapi dah dapat kat pemimpin yang SELFISH, ACT LIKE GOD ni.. menyampah nak menyambung story ni...

sebab tu orang nak BERSIH..nak bersihkan segala2 nya dalam Malaysia ni bagi semua orang rasa nikmat hidup di negara yang kaya raya dengan hasil bumi Allah ni... puhleaseeeeeeeeeeeee

Korek Tabung for Bicycle

Earlier this year, Alia started her own BIRTHDAY CALENDAR, started with hers, followed by all of us, Mama, Ayah, Faiz, Adha and Emir.. then she added Omah, Tokcit, Uwan, Tokpin, all her pakciks and makciks along with her cousin.. she then learnt that her birthday is in July..date and month..

Few months after, she learnt how to ride on bicycle and pleaded me to buy her bicycle for her birthday.. I told her, if kakak nak basikal, kakak kena save duit belanja sekolah, masukkan dalam tabung..kalau dah ada RM100, baru mama belikan basikal tak cukup mama top up kan..

she did menabung la..tapi surely tak cukup kan RM100 tu..knowing her!

One fine day in July she splurted:

Alia: Mama, besdey kakak lagi 12 hari kan..?
Mama: ha'ah.. nape..?
Alia: BILA KITA NAK KOREK TABUNG BELI BASIKAL MAMA???????
Mama: amboiiiiiiiiii..........(kata dalam hati sambil menelan air liur...!)

TV Time with Alia the Kepochi

It was a day when I was left alone with Alia and Emir as other half driving his mom home with Faiz and Adha.. I was putting little Emir to sleep in his cradle when Alia switched on an old Malay film on TV. I remembered when I first watched this film was about her age though. Surprisingly, she loves this old movie too, and this one is a RE-RUN session. I am sure many of us do remember this "Sikit Punya Gila" movie starred Dharma HArun Al Rashid, HAmid Gurkha, Yusni Jaafar, Ibrahim Pendek etc.. (most of them passed away now..ALFatihah).

As she watched, she asked me, ni cerita Setinggan tu ke ma? I told her, no la..ni cerita lain.. she clicked on the info..and blurted:

"Oooo...yang ni bukan yang ada hantu tu kan mama...? Ni bukan cerita "Setinggan' kan...!"

We continued watching the movie and suddenly she asked,

Alia: Mama, yang ni bukan ke yang ada gosok gigi ikan tu...?
Mama: ha'ah.. yang ni la...
Alia: Gosok gigi ikan tu dah lepas ke mama?
Mama: tah ler... shhhh... cakap slow2 sikit.. Emir nak tidor ni...

This movie is a very funny movie as we watched we girlishly giggled...(baby Emir nak tidoo uuuu...) only minutes later this dialogue splurted in the movie,

Dharma: Aku lapar laa Mid..
Hamid: Lapor ye..hah takper, kat belakang tu ada kepala ikan, nanti aku masakkan untuk kau

at that moment, Alia and I looked at each other and started to giggle again....hihihiiiihhihi..... we giggle more when Hamid was ACTUALLY clean the fish head using soap and brush its teeth...!!

I guess all of you should watch this movie too....!! damn funny...