Sunday, November 4, 2012

Encouragement

u know what is the best in life
family? yes, definitely
family encouragement? YES, THIS IS NEEDED!!
if you have them
u r always on the cloud 9

I've always thought that something new can wait
I've always thought something new is fearful
truth is
something new is something to be explored
once it is explored
you may overcome your fear
and you might meet the best out of your fear:
SUCCESS

at present
I am deeply thinking
of exploring something new
maybe not to others
it is new to me

on top of it
this time is with support and encouragement
from family
maybe not the extended family
but what I have now
is more than enough to 
give me strength to move on
insyaAllah...

A Sunday that is....

it was supposed to be a lazy Sunday
since MIL is around 
however, it turned out to be RESTless! LOL

Kakak was unwell (since Saturday tuition class)
Hence, after I prepared simple drink in the morning
sent Kakak (of course other half n 2 toddlers wif us) to clinic as early as 8 in the morning
right after that we went to pasar (sempat hoccay!)
went for breakfast (n tapau for Wan n Angah)
off sending other half to work
reached home by 1045

kemas2 dapur (kemas barang basha dari pasar of course)
start to cook lunch
lucky enough 2 toddlers udah dimandikan awal2 lagi
by this time Littlest Emir sudah bertandang ke umah Opah dgn selipar baru
yang Opah belikan hoccay
sempat masak pengat pisang jugak

by 1 baru siap masak bagai teringat laman yan gdah memanjang rumput rumpainya
Uwan tgh mendodoikan Abang Chik 
leh la buat keja kat luar
huh... gunting lak rosak
ajak Angah - since kakak dah dozed off makan ubat yg drowsy
pi Mr. DIY carik gunting rumput
balik umah dekat pkl 2
gunting suku laman alih pokok cili (inchik other half dah membebel2 sebulan lebih dah)
pi bersihkan lagi kat belah ujung laman
ceh hujan pulakkk
naik mandi solat ajak MIL makan
tgh makan si Littlest Emir pulak balik
sibuk lagi mama di dapur
buat choc cupcake sebab kakak nak bawak gi jamuan esok
by 630 baru settle
tup2 henpon bunyik
haishhhh inchik other half nak suh jemput kat hotel pulakkkk
ngengada tau..!
amik dia
by 8 katumah tapi sibuk membetulkan cermin tingkap yang stuck
after half hour surrendered
buh plastik sampah besar je janji air tak masuk hihihih

dok tgk tv jap...(ada hati nka bukak mesin jahit lagi ni... kain si nina tak berjahit lagi...) 
tapi my sunday was superb busy
so wait till tomorrow k mesin jahit

seriously restless...!
i survived!

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Customer Service at its Peak


In term of the  “Customer Service Concept – Education Business Environment”, we always have to reminds ourselves ,  “Parents, Students and Candidates” are assumed as “Our value Customer”.  Hence we have to make sure that only excellent strategies can ensure the great reputation in this vital area.
For example:

1.Always put ourselves in their shoes. In others words to understand what exactly their needs and how to full fill their needs.



To build a  good Team Spirit between colleagues
And  Always practice : Happy staff = Happy Customer 


ye ke...
nak muntah daku baca
sebab kalau ko tulis 
ko deliver ke apa yang ko tulis ni


haisshhhhhhhhh.........
owh ni luahan perasaan sahaja
utk mike2 yang HANYA PANDAI berkata2
tapi delivery ZERO! LOL

Monday, October 15, 2012

Weekend Gateaway

yeay I skipped the weekend
last week
for an all-paid trip with friends

meaning: gateaway from routine for few days
jalan
makan
sightseeing
lelebih lagi after newly discovered ability
of my 3 yr old digicam
ceh
nasib baik tak buang
rupanya berguna yang amat
hehe lap u olympus!

tgk tv
tgk dvd
rilex n chill out
oh ada beberapa insiden ku terkejut tetengah malam
LOL

anyway
such a gateaway

tapi the moment naik keta nak balik
routine bermula
ke pasar immediately
n memasak!!

aduyaiii
takleh nak ngelat langsung!

Monday, October 8, 2012

Jadik Driver kat KL ni Jangan Bangang Sangat

ther have been few occasions 
where aku rasa nak bawak je batu 
rasa nak baling je kat keta org2 bangang
among others:
dok kat lane laju tapi  bawak sloooo
pastu kat depan keta dia 15 ekor gajah pun leh masuk baru jumpa the next car
or driver yang nak tukar lane tak bagi signal
yang ni sengal
ko hengat sume rorg leh guess ke ko nak pi mana
pastu kalo terlanggo ko
ko pulak nak claim insurance aku
pastu insurance aku tak dapat the NCB bila nak renew roadtax
pastu NCB aku kena start bali at 25% walopon aku dah maksimum 55%

tapi last night mmg bengong
ada satu driver ni
bawak gen2 kelabu je
plet WSFXXXX (not that I care)
badan: gemuk macam gergasi
muka: macam buragas
tunggu bini kat stesen L*RT ujung kat G*ombak nun
insiden:
si gemuk WSF parked belah kanan ada mangkuk parked belah kiri
tetengah ada ruang utk satu keta je lalu (bas takmuat)
ok: bini si gergasi ni dah sampai
time ni keta cabuk WCJ ku nak lalu kat tetengah ruang yang tersebut di atas
boleh si gergasi ni main nak keluar je (signal? oh mmg tak bagi la mungkin takut bayar lebih tuk minyak keta kot kalau buh signal)
ku toleh bagi muka sikit than i parked on the left (tak ganggu jalan ok)

oh tiba2 mangkuk tingkat ni tak puas hati
he drove n stopped next to my WCJ 
n sound aku:
naper aku pandang2 dia
aku selamba jawab: aku ad amat aaku leh pandang kan
pastu dia balas ko tak puas hati ke apa
aku cam eh ko sakit otak ke hapa
n toddlers ku dalam ket apun gave  a look yang macam..eh nama uncle gergasi ni
aku nampak la bini dia menyabo2 kan dia
eh, sian ko ok sang bini..
sebab laki ko berani dgn pompuan anak 4 ni je
cakap je besar sebesar perut bori laki ko tu
tapi keluar ket apun idak

orang ramai yg tgh tunggu bas tu terpaku tgk insiden itu
aku macam whatever la
aku tunggu laki aku
nak pi shoppig pastu
so like I care

tapi seriusly
aku patut collect batu2 kecik dalam keta!

Haruskah...Sudahkah Tiba Masanya...?

should I resign...now?
or after the big pay
tunggu big pay la
ada sikit kan for backup

ish.........
ye ke ni
cam nak je
tapi...................................................................
panjang okey tapinya tu
sebab banyak sebab to hold on to
for a while

FENAT!!!!

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Hati Yang Tercalar

weh sapa yang calar hati mu itu FZZ?
hahah...
takder la sesapa
tapi I feel down at times
oh, bukan dgn inchik other half

dia dah tak banyak buat kerenah these days
plus we may have been
too complimenting each other
plu smala snak gaduh kot
kalau ada terasa sikit
leh overcome je dgn gelak2 kecil
or even gurau2 manja gitu
hence, it is not an issue

cuma when i am alone
(bila nya alone, definitely jarang2 kan alone ni)

i do think of things
that cud have hurt me
or even things i hurt ppl with
of course my words
their words

if i hurt you i am sorry
if you hurt me (deeply)
you are forgiven
but not all time forgotten..


Sunday, September 30, 2012

Mengumpat

best tak ngumpat?
eh dosa weh
kalau ngumpat
umpama kita makan daging sedara kita sendiri

ok
actually kita manusia mmg dikurniakan otak (patut turn into akal)
dan mulut (patut untuk berzikir bercakap perkara baik2)
tapi sering disalahguna
bukan salah manusia tu la
tapi tu namanya communication
antara isu penting communication is mulut

okey senario satu:
Peah:ko dari mana Kiah:
Kiah: baru balik kedai beli lauk nak masak harini Peah
Peah: rajinnya ko masak, bukannya laki ko makan pun dia kan otstesen selalu
Kiah: aku masak utk anak2..dah la Peah aku nak balik
Peah: eh nanti la dulu... aku ada cerita hot ni Kiah
Kiah: takper la Peah, hari pun tengah hot ni aku nak balik la cari shade kat umah selesa sikit

ok ni Kiah yang baik sebab malas nak prolong mulut murai si Peah
tapi apa jadi kat Peah?
mesti dalam hati dia kata: alaa.... konon baik la tu....bajet bagus


senario dua;
Peah:ko dari mana Kiah:
Kiah: baru balik kedai beli lauk nak masak harini Peah
Peah: rajinnya ko masak, bukannya laki ko makan pun dia kan otstesen selalu
Kiah: aku masak utk anak2..dah la Peah aku nak balik
Peah: eh nanti la dulu... aku ada cerita hot ni Kiah
Kiah: hah apa dia cerita tu
Peah: hah si polah tu denga si anu tu pot pet pot pet..
Kiah: bla..bla...blaaa

this commmunication will go on and go on, regardless cuaca hot ke rain ke
janji communication berjalan lancar
sampai si Peah mulut murai tu puas hati
Kiah pun puas hati...

moral of the story: tah aku pun tak tau

cuma aku rasa mengumpat tu adalah cara untuk menghabiskan tenaga masa serta pahala...
dan masih ramai yang suka acara ni
sebab kalau tak mengumpat atau bercerita hal orang lain (term sopan tuk mengumpat kan)
no communication or no conversation
suasana jadik dull
kira cam eh ko apehal aku apehal
tak bestnya suasana camnih

basically, orang taknak mengumpat
tapi nakmemeriahkan suasana
kena mengumpat
boleh....?

apa-apa la..
cuma nak bagitau kalau mengumpat pasal org mmg best
ce sekali sekala bayangkan org bercerita hal ko pulak
sentap kan....!
hah, ce pikir..!

selamat selotep mulut...!
2 me 2..!


Perli & Habit

ok ngaku
I am not perfect
neither anyone of us
termasuk org2 yan glebih tua dari kita
orang2 yang muda dari kita
makcik pakcik kita
nenek datuk kita
emak bapak kita
kita2
ni sumer tak perfect kan
tapi jangan le anggap kita2 ni bahguss sangatt
sampai leh perli2
sampai leh kutuk2
eh ada aku k

oh mesti k
sebab K tu kan ala2 bunyi CARE
caring is sharing
eh apa aku melalut...
ah lantak la....

janji pagi2 aku kena perli
desing gak telinga
mmg tak sebut nama
tapi ayat yang sama ko bagi kat aku kat PM
ayat yang sama ko buh kat status efbi ko

ceh................!
bahguss sangattt

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Yeay Raya Di Johor Lagi....

heheh...
dah lama tak rasa gembira camneh
tapi semalam
inchik Mr. Pampered Husband
gitau
raya haji ni
nak tengok lembu kena kekah
kat Johor
yeay!!
balik Johor lagi

mula2 cam tak caya
tapi pagi tadi
beriya2
pakcik ni
gitau
leh amik cuti lama siki
sampai Selasa
yahuuuuu

terus terbayang2 nak beli baju tuk kami2
hehehhe....over kan!

Salam Zulkaedah
Zilhijjah will be coming!

Monday, September 10, 2012

Mr Pampered Hubby

huh
tajuk pun dah tau
grr
hahah..tak la grrr mana pon
I think
as far as I remember
my tasks are superbly abundant
being a mother
a wife
a sister to a dotter yg kepochi n kuat merajuk
being a brother to sons yang lasak
being a chauffer to a pampered hubby
oh ni mmg sangat grrrr
ada 2 keta
ada 2 driver
tak kira le i cuti ke
mesti dia nak mintak hantor
grr
MIL kata
nak buat camana
tu kisahnya
dah dia nak camtu ikut je le
tapi everytime
i meti ada 2 bodigats cinonet yg ikut
2 little toddlers
hahahha

inchik other half
kalu drive sendiri sekali sekala leh tak

eh komplen ke ni
hahahha
luahan........sahaja
sekian maceh

Kalau Free Memang Sedap

tul kan
apa2 yg free
mesti sedap
mesti best

hari ni ada makan free
yeay selamat hari raya
walaupon hari raya dah nak habis

semalam opah (bukan oppa gangnam style ye)
bagi kuah kacang dgn nasi impit
memang sedap la kan
aku lum makan lagi pun
tapi
rerakan seopis
dah makan tala je
bertambah2 lagi
was planning to make it my lunch
memandangkan i am on duty
sampai opis pkl 720
lunch karan gpukul 1
mendidih perut aku

kalau aku gastrik karang
sumer kata aku makan tak jaga
cuba kira tul2 the timing
aku mmg nak jaga
tapi timing tu bagi tepat sikit boleh tak?

owh sekadar luahan
kalau sentap
sendiri mau hengat la ye

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Kawan....?

lately my whole family
be it the kids
even us myself n other half
love to watch new trending sitcom
oh my English!

there is one episode where 2 bffs
Azlin n Mazlee were on silent war
because Azlin has said something bad behind Mazlee
and Mazlee literally stood up behind her!

I like the part where Azlin tried to win Maz's friendship
by buying him a 'solo flower'
and when she out her little finger out and asked Maz:
"kawan..?"

the sour-faced Maz immediately grin and replied the same!

why is the topic is kawan
i have lots of friends
and many kind of friends
bffs, close, colleague etc
the list goes on as we grow
i believe everyone has the same
and sometime
even friends could turned foes

frankly I have one friend
whom I met during my engagement days til I got married 
till I am a mother of 4
we had been working in few many places together
she is one special friend
her words are always a wisdom

my prayer is for her in many occasions
she guided me then
i thanked her for that
otherwise I wouldn't know
If I were be able
to be what I am now...

thanks to you...u know who you are... :)

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Memories Remained

what's your best memory?
if u ask me, i have a lot
best memories remain
andai kalau aku leh jadi nyanyuk bila tua nanti
my best memories should remain
as my selected memories
one of my best:
tolong bak (my dad) kutip biji kelapa sawit
woih, best ke memory ni??
eh, suka aku la
memori aku..hahha..(over re-act)

anyway,
born in a not-too-poor family
we used to help around
be it in the house
or even in the ladang kelapa sawit
sebab kat umah takde sapa nak jaga we all pun
adik2 dah hantar kat kandang (what a name kan)
kandang=creche yang ladang provide to put workers kids' while they are mending the ladang ok
eh, my siblings love it ok
among the best is when bak tanya:
nak ikut kutip biji (referring to biji kelapa sawit) esok?
wahh!!!
semua nak, Angah, Ical n I 
3-3 sekali dok bertenggek kat moto bak esok pagi
lepas bak balik dari rokal (role-call daa)

selalunya bak akan tanya soklan tu
kalau turn bak sabit kelapa sawit kat area2 yang ada anak sungai
tambah menarikk!!!!
sebab kitorang mmg keja sungguh2
kecuali Ical yang selalu main2
sama ada main2 kan abang/kak dia
or main2 sendiri...dia memang nakal ok... hihihi
tapi lepas siap
bak kata
hah pegi la mandi
sat-sat tu gak  
kami jeburrrrrrrrrrrrr kat parit (anak sungai) tu
tak kira la main apa
janji kat area2 tu je
tak lari jauh dari pandangan mata bak
tapi sekali sekala jengah2 gak bak kat mana
takut bak tinggalkan kitorang
ye la bak selalu buat lawak...
hehe

tapi yang ni mmg tak terbeli dgn berapa banyak duit sekalipun
i still mesmerize this moment

yang dapat this chance only us yang besar2
adik2 yang kecik Ajib Acil n Azah
(correction: Ajib pun ada ikut sekali sekala, marah dia tak cakap dia ikut kutip biji hihihihi)
mak dah tak kerja
mak jaga anak2 orang
pastu bak pun decided nak berhenti sabit buah kelapa sawit
bak berniaga...

i think ini adalah sebab2 utuh
kenapa Angah dgn Ical sampai sekarang kerja ladang
tapi bukan tukang sabit la
diorang jadi manager ladang..
nak balas budi mak dgn bak gaknya
at least menghormati kerjaya bak dgn mak
demi membesarkan kami adik-beradik... 

mak, bak we love you both!

Monday, July 30, 2012

The NOTA

The NOTA
yang ditunggu2

"Kakak nak air teh tarik panas dengan 
teh 'O' Panas dua boleh
pastu air bliss Mama sikit.

Kakak balik mesti dah siap tau"

Kakak love mama (ni lepas kena paksa)

permintaan demi permintaan....aishhhh

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Jangan Buat Selalu (Solat Kombo)

kalau kita bekerja
selalu nya mengeluh
sebab SURAU JAUH..
nak solat Zuhur Asar asing2 time
walhal jalan kaki ke surau tu tak sampai pon 2 minit kan jalan
tapi tuntutan keja kan (alasan)
kalau banyak kali pi solat teman2 jeling kata ngular (laaggiii laa alasan kan - we live full of it)

we short cut everything for those alasan
so solat zuhur bila tinggal 15 minit lagi nak masuk asar (kan..kan...kan!)
I don't know about you, but I admit
I do it at most of the times....(T T)

anyway,
since it is Ramadhan
I rush back early so that I can prepare meals for iftar in time
hence, I do my Zuhur early
and my Asar when I reach home

mind you the combo has became a habit
hence I tend to do my Asar after I prepared the meals
which is obviously minutes before iftar right?

so this one day (one fine day)
I asked my kepochi to look after her 2 little brothers
after meals are prepared for iftar
as I need to perfom my Asar prayer
so she did

later after iftar,
I wish to perform my Maghrib
where (again) I asked her to have an eye for her little brothers
and suddenly these question blurted out from her kepochi mouth:
"eh, Mama kenapa Mama solat 2 kali?
bukan Mama baru solat ke kejap tadi..."

erk, seb baik Mama tak berap anak putih
kalau tidak si kepochi tu mesti nampak muka merah Mama atas tikar sejadah...
maluuuuuuuuu 

Berbalasan SMS

ce teka dgn sapa?
other half ke?
nay.... 
dgn my kepochi Alia Izzurah

SMS Alia:
Kakak ada tulis nota kat tepi apren mama tau..

SMS Mama:
Nota tu ada tulis Kakak Loves Mama tak?
Kalau takde, sila tulis baru mama senyum...
hihihi

SMS Alia:
Dah bos siap


LOL..this made my day! really

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Ramadhan nan Indah

kenal tak ni?
hihi....dah bertahun tak dapat personalised Kad Raya camni
nowadays
ppl will fwd nice visual smses to
most of their Muslims in their phone contact list,
kan?

tapi semalam
dalam post box
yeayyy!!!
ada Kad Raya
thank you Kak Long! hihihihihi

anyway,
kenapa kali ni Ramadhan yang indah
my two kids berlatih puasa
DILIGENTLY
bangun sahur diligently
iftar sah2 la lebih diligent kan!




Monday, July 9, 2012

Stats Yang Seronok

seronok pulak
sebab
tgk statistik naik 
maksudnya
ramai yg baca my resepi mengarut yg menjadi tu

sebabnya
dulu takder la sampai puluh2 sehari
ni dah naik ratus2 sehari

unexplanable feeling
feeling gitu

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Kek Arang utk Mak Bonda

uik..
berani ke bila mak bonda teringin nak makan kek tak buat
mak bonda jarang2 suka makan kek
tapi dalam banyak2 kek
dia suka my charcoal steam cake
aka Kek Arang
atau nama commercial
Kek Arang Izzurah - ni ada rahsia hahaha

tapi si Izzurah ni mmg rajin membantu
jadik walau kek itu Hitam Pekat cam dia
tapi sedap
sama sedap mata memandang kat dia...

owh these two are among my Kek Arang Izzurah lovers!

Monday, July 2, 2012

Aku Menang!

serius...aku menang
bukan menang glassware syarikat
pemanggang ajaib ikan are tu
tu kena beli
dah beli baru leh dapat

ni betul2 kejadian
aku menang baucer
takla banyak tapi berbaloi..
kejadian ni berlaku lebih kurang sebulan lepas

ada kat laman sosial Ef-Bi tu
ni laman Ef-Bi syarikat beg
beg kulit
aku mmg suka beg
lagi2 beg kulit
syarikat ni beg dia boleh tahan
dia buat menang baucer ni awal bulan lepas sampai tengah bulan lepas

aku join je
hari2 aku share laman depa
aku kena "suka" laman Ef-Bi depa sebanyak yang boleh sepanjang 2 minggu
aku buat le
dalam hati
penuh harapan
alangkah eloknya
kalau aku menang
mula berangan nak beli beg itu ini

tapi hati aku kuat berdetak aku boleh
waiting...nak je aku bubuh kat status Ef-Bi aku jugak aku penuh harapan ni
sebab keputusannya ujung bulan lepas
ujung bulan wiken
hari ni aku boleh check la
tapi aku lupa langsung pasal tu sebab Biru Senin (monday blues kot..hahha)
aku bukak email lum bukak Ef-Bi
eh ada email dari syarikat tu la
tajuknya Congratulations
tgk n baca betul2 ni bukan SPAM

waha...betul la kau menang YEAY
eh, dabel kompom kat Ef-Bi
ye laa...diorang dah announce nama aku laa pemenangnya....
aku sukaa

terus bukak laman depa
cari beg

Amboih...payah jugak no nak milih ni.... walaupon pakai baucer

yg penting incik somi pun bakal dapat wallet raya... hehehehhe

meriah di hati ni.... dam dim dum!

Monday, June 25, 2012

Perihal Seterika Stim

Sebagai ibu, tugas hakiki ku sebaik sahaj celik mata adalah memasak air, kemas dapur, susun pinggan mangkuk, buat seteko air utk inchik somi dan daku juaa sebelum off to work.. lepas tu gosok baju (every weekday hoccay!) baru mandi lepas peluh2 tu kan... n solat baru siap nak pi keja...

semalam, dah siap fasa pertama kerja bangun tido tu, nak naik atas pi iron baju.... eh, nape steam iron RM*5 ku ini tidak menyala lampunya... ish... mentang2 5 hengget leh pakai 6 bulan je ke... ishhh..... takper, ku pulun mengeluarkan seterika stim yang lama dibeli oleh A*tam...eh, tak menyala jugak... erk, plug ni rosak kot... daku membawa 2-2 seterika pegi bilikku... aik, 2-2 tak menyala... sah bin sahih dah rosak setrerika2 stim ku ini..ikhh..subuh2 cenggini mana ada kedai yang bukak nak jual iron..paling awal pun tesko karang bukak pkl 8pagi... ikhh... takkan nak pinjam kat jiran kot.... 

mau tak amu kucari baju yang tak perlu nak berapa iron.... seb baik suar inchik somi dah iron awal2 last week sebab kami emergency leave kan 2 hari...n budak2 tak sekolah sebab semalamnya hari sukan... daku je laa pakai baju tak beriron.;..(kalau mak tau mesti kena bebel...!)

so, bgtau kat inchik somi IRON dah rosak.. hmm... jawapannya: what to expect iron Rm5... dah setengah tahun pakai ok la tu...ceh.. tak memberangsangkan sungguh...

on the way to work, inchik somi kata, balik ni nak ke giant ke nak beli iron..pantas kujawab, MESTILAH, karang nak iorn baju susah...dahla mama iron hari2....

so, that's it..balik keja pulun cari iron (nak yg setim gak.... nengada kan!) seb baik giant buat promosi dapat la brand tak berapa nak cap ayam la 5X.XX regenya.... (dengan harapan beli yg harga 10 kali ganda tahan 10 kali ganda lama la kan... kot 6 tahun ke....!) hahahha....

pagi tadi, memulakan hari ku seperti biasa..sampai la ke fasa ke2 untuk menggosok baju... klik! eh nape tak menyala jugak lampu iron baru ni... eh...plug rosak kot...sahih ni.... kuhangkut iron, tempat gosok, baju2 yang nak digosok pegi area dapur...gosok kat dapur dengan jayanya sambil memikir... sah plug tu rosak...ni kalau inchik somi bangun ni mesti ada nyanyian istimewa bebelan dia nanti.... sambil ku berpikir time bila nak disclose the truth ni...

tup-tup time daku nak letak baju kat katil, bergerak2 mengeliat pulak inchik somi ku ini..tup2 keluar soklan maut ni dari mulut dia:"mama dah test iron baru beli semalam?" dannggg!!!!! kena la jawab dengan jujur kan... 

jawapan agak tek berapa selamba ku lah:"kalau mama cakap, mesti ayah marah kan..." sebenarnya IRON2 yang lama tu tak rosak...yang rosak dan tak boleh ON adalah plug2 kat umah kita ni..." terus celang bijik mata inchik somi yang memang dah sedia besar dan bulat kan...katanya:"pegi try charge bateri phone kat sini..." daku yang separuh bersalah ni menurut perintah la kan...hmm..mmg tak caj laa Yah... terus ku snippet:"ke ada yang trip kat board bawah tu...?" tanpa menjawab soalan ku, disapa oleh sindiran manja inchik somi:"Hmm... saj aje nak beli yan gbaru kan....!" 

ark..ark...arkk.. daku tak bersalah.... tapi toceh sebab dapat baru... n rezeki mak dpat iron yang lama... hahhahah....

moral of the story: "check dulu sebelum beli kan dah rugi ujung bulan yg tenat ni...!" hahhahahah

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Kalau Aku Dah Menyampah

serius menyampah tahap GABAN
eh, tapi janganlah samakan GABAN dengan menyampah
GABAN best okey

tapi bila aku menyampah
mmg susah nak hilangkan
lelagi yang jenis tak reti nak menarik hatiku semula

wish 
there will be changes

erk, akan ke?
perlu ke?

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Pessimists....Jangan Kawan Dgn Aku...!

i hate pessimists
not only hate
i despise them!

tapi ada bagusnya ada pessimist ni
ada point of reference
hahaha..

in the end
live your life udah....

Monday, May 28, 2012

Driving to Work

it's a heavenly drive these days
thanks to the school holidays

however, as a vivid driver myself
i observe this when cruising on the road to work

i always take the middle lane 
however, 
i see motorcycles
they are on my left side (ok..)
huh, they are on my right too!!

hey, 
do you it is so inconvenience for us the driver
whenever we wish to change lane
be it on our left or right
still, our eyes are keeping on you, motor riders!
just to ensure you are safe form any knock out!

but, motor riders
please keep to the safest area on the road....
i have witnessed
one of you being knocked out
yet the car driver left you all alone
they just drove off

take care of yourselves, motor riders!

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Perihal Menukar Kerja (again...)

ko yang sama masih lagi keen
maka terpaksala aku pegi jumpa kan
pegi jumpa cam convincing

kat sini,
pun macam dah tak berapa nak sedap
sebab
ada sebab2 yang valid utk jadik tidak best
ni dipanggil pushing factor
pulling factor

hm....

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Alia's Series of Notes Pt. 6

this happened one good morning
I brewed the usual pot of Milo
other half would always have a cup of it before off to work
there he goes, went off to work
me n the kids (minus angah yg still sleeping)
sent him off at the gate
after the kisses n waves
i went up to the kitchen
thinking it would be nice for my 1st round of breakfast
quick thinking, (takyahla nak bazir2 cawan)
terus je tuang air kat dalam cawan yg other half pakai
the moment i put the cup on my lips,
aaaa....ice ke!
Ala...kakak, ayah ni suka tau ice in the morning
(melepaskan separuh geram kat my eldest)
she digested my words for few seconds
before she blurted:
"ala mama..... takkan mama tak kenal ayah tu.....!"
(terkedu jap mama...!)

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Mother's Day Special (for me)


angkasawan-to-bes
jangan tak tercapai lalu bekerja sebagai
ANGKAT CAWAN
udah ye anak2...!




tak tersangka pulak our visit to Muzium Negara menarik..

yg paling best,
Mama takyah masak...:)

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Mothers' Day Special


wordless, speechless..
tapi kalau semua ibu kat dunia ni macam ibu Christian kat video tu,
takkan ada kes dera anak, kes buang anak (cam kat negara kita terchenta ni!)

tapi apa yg paling terharu,
Christian tu the same age dgn my Adha
meleleh jap setitik 2 air mata ibu ku
sebabnya
kalau nak compare ketabahan ibu Christian tu
tak terbanding
I salute you!

dan yang buat meleleh lagi
baru pagi tadi Adha commented masa dia salam n kissed my hand time nak pegi kena:
"Mama, antik..!" (referring tu the new cardigan I am wearing today)
Christian pun boleh jugak puji Mamanya one day..!

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Simply A Celebration for Ayah

Sketsa time bersiap nak pegi keja:
Mama: Ayah, mama belikan kek utk ayah
Ayah: Mengarut
Mama: apa mengarut pulak... ayah balik awal sikit la eh, suh abah datang jugak

So, we did celebrate his 34th birthday (ingat tu Ayah, 34 bukan 32 lagi ye!)
Some pics to remember..
Dah beranak pinak ni, nak potong kek pun sibuk je yg cenonit2 tu...!
Glorious Berry - Bakers' Cottage - not bad! 
 Patience celebrators
 Pets yg tolong sibuk

Happy 34th Birthday, darling Ahmad Izzuan!

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Domestic Engineer (proud to be one!)

nak baca posting yang ni kena baca my previous one ok, kalau tak cam kurang kefahaman.. hahahah..(ayat poyo)

Anyway, I totally put my highest respect to all DEs out there. Why? Simply because I have been a DE before, with pay, again, with pay. Apparently, I was in a frictional unemployment few years back where I have given an early exit for 2 months (thank you!) with full pay, while looking for more permanent and promising job. I was resting at home with my 2 kids (then) for few weeks before I really looked for a new job. Truthfully, for at least 6 weeks, I was a full-time DE. How was I feel? Frankly, the first few days, I enjoyed my new status as a non-working Mom and started to plan days ahead. I managed to gather with few old friends and shopped. Enjoying myself. But after a while, err...what is my next plan? (takkan nak shopping hari2 kot...?)

How I spend my DE days...woke up early, as early as employed wives n moms (sometimes even earlier!) to prepare husband's for work - ironing his clothes, boiling water for his cup of Milo/Coffee, send him off to work (depan pagar je la kan). Did I continue my deep sleep...? not a chance! I started to prepare breakfast fro myself and the 2 toddlers. Started to do laundry before the toddlers got up, and you definitely can't plan what time there are up! Both toddlers needed attention surely. Changing them (mind you this look simple, but time taking too!) made them eat their breakfast - time consuming too! owh, laundry was completed, tadaaa......time to dry them up...while your eyes kept watching the little ones over their TV sessions - ensure their safety of course..!

After all that finish, the littlest one should be ready to take his usual nap. Sometimes I managed to take my bath early sometimes after they both were having their nap.

By 2 pm I took a snack before folding the dried laundry! Voila..all done! Ops...it does not stop there, mind you I still need to COOK!!! at least for 2 hours spent at the kitchen...to ensure while Mr. Husband got back from work at 6pm the meals were ready...

Again, DE tasks don't stop there. We still needed to mend the kitchen after dinner, to ensure cleanliness before off to sleep. Most of the time, even when others were in their deep sleep, DEs were still wide awake settling her chores.. their tasks are continuous, non-stop and overflowing and abundance as much as their love.

This is why I adore them. I have been there in their position once. Be it with salary or without salary (as in upah dari suami) no amount in the world would compare their every single drop of sweat for being Ikhlas keeping the house in order.

To all DEs out there.. be strong when you were remarked: "Ah, awak kat uamh bukan buat apa pun!" or even "untungla kau jadik surirumah, senang, tak macam aku balik kerja nak terkejar2 buat tu ini.." Believe this, if you are sincere of staying and keeping the house your husband could provide, the rewards from Allah are even greater....people would say whatever they would, whatever they could, but Allah knows even more..

This is the noblest position of the whole world. Hence, I salute you, Domestic Engineers! Salam Hari Ibu, too, DEs!

Monday, May 7, 2012

Sesuci2 Pekerjaan adalah....

Pernah terpikir tak apa pekerjaan yang paling suci atau NOBEL...first come to your mind should be Doktor! Nurse! Cikgu! semua betul... tapi kan...ada satu lagi pekerjaan yang orang tak pandang pun...Domestic Engineer... wah khelas ko Jah!! takkan takder org nak apply kot...engineer tu...!

Berbeza dengan jurutera2 yang lain, domestic engineer ni adalah term untuk surirumah...aku memang sengaja guna term ni sebab nak mengangkat darjat wanita2 yang bergelar surirumah ni...

so from now on , meh kita change our level of thinking dgn mengangkat tugas palign suci ini : 
DOMESTIC ENGINEER

p/s: more of this to come....tunggu!


Selamat Hari Ibu, Mama

Hari Ibu bakal tiba
Teka saya dapat apa...?
Bunga dari si dia..
Siapa lagi kalau bukan Si Alia...hahahahhaha

Anyway, ada pesanan penaja:

"Selamat hari ibu, Mama. Sebagai hadiah kakak bagi yang Mama suka. Amaran! Dilarang bagi si kecil (referring to her little brothers - Adha & Emir) bunga ini. 
Harga bunga ini 1.20 (cam nak claim balik kan..!).
Selamat Hari Ibu, Mama tapi Ayah punya belum sampai (bestday Ayah 9 Mei is nearing!). Minggu depan kakak belikan untuk Ayah Asalkan kurang membebel ye, nanti kakak tak belikan untuk Ayah.
Disebabkan Anjang dah datang (dengan penuh harapan Anjang nak datang Jumaat lepas). Jangan cemburu mama dapat Anjang tak dapat."



Monday, April 9, 2012

Perihal Menukar Kerja

I just got a call from some institution..an interview session for a full managerial post.. but, myhunch said, no la, u nve ginna get this job..or if u ever got this, u nvr got the pay u demanded for...
le...naper la pulak aku rasa cam tak best ni....
kat sini skang best la...
kalau dapat tpt lain, sama best ke dgn camni..
kat sini jem je tak hengat....tension mak!
time for istikharah ke....

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Perihal Designer Bag

Wah....designer bag....!! LV ka GUCCI ka...erk, tak mampu ahkak....Coach je la yg mampoo...but seriously speaking, should we have any of those...kalau kita ni mak datin2 yg tak perlu mengasingkan duit tuk keperluan harian dan bulanan takper la...atau mike2 yang kejanya mengasingkan duit tuk designer itu designer ini... hahaha...mimpi la...

speaking of this designer, mmg I have bought a wristlet from coach...time dapat bonos aritu...(baca sekali lagi) bonos ye...tak bonus tak merasa la kan...

Anyway, I am re-thinking, should I at present, posses any desginer (mind the price ya!) of any kind? Sebabnya, my loved wristlet tu dah la susah nak dapat, dah dapat, KENA CONTENG!!!

Tak cukup dgn tu....talinya pun dah diputuskan.>!!!! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Lovely Day to Start With

It is just another day on weekday, where I had to got up early n prepared the usual thing before getting ready to work.. but today is so special. Why? Is this my birthday? Hub's birthday? Kids' borthdays? none of the above..it is a simple rainy day to start with but today I experience one thing for the first time throughout this almost 10-year marriage... what? first time? LOL... there are many first times of everything right..? what is this first time then? why is that a big thing to me..?

It is a big thing where other half is actually having brakfast with me, while helping around with the 2 cheeky toddlers before we both off to work on separate cars...!

ye la...dah sepuluh tahun kawen, dulu mula2 kawen dia pegi keja naik keta send me off to lrt station.. balik i balik sendiri.. bangun sendiri dia bangun just nak send off to stations..pastu he left for work in penang...balik KL, we both drove the same car send him off to work, balik fetch him...in th ewee morning.. kira umah just tpt tido n tukar baju... pastu again we drove separately... the best was bila sama2 naik LRT...balik sama2 in one car tapi bangun mmg really early and off early.. bekfes separately... recently, lagi pulak, he left 615 in the morning to beat jam, i left home 730 to take care of the kids dulu... langsung tak best...balik umah je baru best.. ni he decided to take lrt, he has more tim ein the morning... i shall mesmerize this one of course.. but dunno yet sampai bila, takut pagi ni je sebab first day at new workplace kan....tak tau schedule.... hopefully it lasts longer.. amin!

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Alia Notes Pt 5



Nampak jersi ni.. i penyokong MU ke..? takla... I despise MU simply because the arrogance-ness...be they are the champ ke...i just pay no attention.. what I am going to tell is about my kepochiest girl (eh, cam ada berangan nak girl lagi je..hahahah..mimpilaaa!!!)


This same version jersey was worn by Alia with her name painted at the back side.. but the word AON at the front side made my giggled.. it goes like this:


Abg Akim: Angah, tau tak apa AON tu

Fakhrul: tu baju Alia la Abg Akim..

Abg Akim: mmg la baju Alia.. tapi apa maksudnya

Fakhrul: mana angah tau..

Abg Akim: AON tu Alia Orang Negro...!

Abg Akim & Fakhrul: hahhahahah..


The overheard Alia..


Alia: weh...suka2 hati je kata Alia orang negro kan

Alia: ni AOP ni Angah Orang NEpal

Alia: Abg Akim ORang Nepal pun boleh


All of them gelak...including me


Alia: mama suka je gelakkan kakak kan! Tapi patut ayah pakai AOP

Mama: naper pulak

Alia: Ayah Orang Pakistan..!


derrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............takleh kan dia terkena sorang, sumer pun kena tempias... hihihihihi

Alia Notes Pt 4

We were in a car coming home from kids' tuition classes when this song Wali Band - cari Jodoh is played over the radio.. there goes the conversation:

Alia: mama, lagu ni macam sesuai untuk Anjang kan...
Mama: takleh la kakak....Anjang dah ada awek..comel awek dia...
Alia: ye ke mama.. Anjang ada facebook eh, mama tgk kat facebook dia eh
Mama: a'ah la...

paused

Alia: sapa nama awek Anjang tu mama?
Mama: Fina...Achik Fina.. Rafina

paused again...

Alia: owh...kalau Anjang ada anak nanti, mesti nama anak dia NASRA kan...!

boleh gitu?? pikirkan nama anak org....haishhhhhhhhhhhhh

Alia Notes Pt 3

This girl of mine mmg determine that one day dia akan pergi ke oversea I guess cos one day she comes home:

Alia: Mama, kakak tulis kat karangan tadi cita-cita kakak
Mama: apa dia?
Alia: Kakak bercita-cita hendak pergi ke luar negeri seperti ibu saya
Mama speechless..

the very next morning atok came over

atok tanya kakak gambar kat pintu fridge tu gambar sapa...

kakak kata gambar kakak

atok tanya amik kat mana..

kakak jawab amik kat JAKARTA

I heard this from MIL yg cerita when I reached home.. marah le mama kat kakak:

Mama: nape kakak kata gambar kakak tu amik kat Jakarta
Alia: nape pulak mama
Mama: kakak tipu atok kan kata gambar tu amik kat Jakarta..
Alia: ala...takper la...atok pun percaya je
Mama: tak baik tau kakak..bohong atok tu dah dosa... bila kita pergi Jakarta?
Alia: mmg la mama, tapi satu hari akan pergi kan..?

ciss...... kena simpan duit nak pergi Jakarta pulak ke lepas ni.....aishhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Friday, March 9, 2012

Two Cheeky Toddlers!!

jadik mama macam i ni very challeging with the two littlest toddlers yang notti... i should have taken a video on this! this one nite, my two littlest still wide awake, mind you my third child usually an early sleeper - actually both 3rd n 4th are early sleepers - provided TV switched OFF, and they are sleeping separately.. too bad, Uwan is not around hence both of them sleeping with me..abg chik (the 3rd) was about to sleep, but this little Emir (the 4th) happily kacau him till he also wide awake!! OMG...mama nak tido sayang oiii..esok mama nak keja (sambil tgk jam yang dah dekat pkl 12tgh malam..!!)
i let them play for a while - as per ayah, "mama tido je, ayah tgk kan diorang..." leh caya ke ni..??
after a while, abg chik prepared himself to go to sleep.. putting on blanket around him (trying hard to), and suddenly Emir grabbed the blanket, they did the same thing few times till abg chik too tired to layan this emir.... at this point, Emir took the blanket and put around his head and menakut2 kan abg chik with the sound: "hee....hee...hee....!" then he gelak2....
korang tak marah ke tengah2 malam bergurau senda...weh mama nak tido wehhh....mama pun leh gelak tetengah malam ni wehhhh......
p/s: tak cukup dgn tu, pkl 4 pagi si emir kejutkan mama....aduyaiii nape dik oi...cis..apa bau ni rupanya berak pulakkkkk at 4am!! sabo je laaaaaa

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Missy Little Laundry

few weeks of so many thingies and emotions..

but i wanna put down the happiest of all.. Uwan si Alia sudah boleh melihat...! literally...finally we managed to send her for an eye operations and Alhamdulillah...ibu mertuaku sudah boleh melihat...my advice given to the kids:"Uwan dah nampak ni, siap laa korang ye...>!!"

owh sementara Uwan takde, on off pegi checkup mata kat spital, I left Alia and Faiz alone at home sementara tunggu bas sekolah.. few days, ayah teman diorang.. tapi what I found out, ayah dera them to do all the laundry.. mmg la Alia selama ni dah tolong buat washing, tapi menyidainya was Uwan..this time round..kakak and angah tolong lipat baju!! surprised...!! but they did..tenkiu both sebab ringankan beban Mama.. p/s: dah 2 minggu i tak lipat baju...hihihiih tapi gaya melipatnya ikut gaya mereka la ye, I have to amend bila nak menyusunnya...

oh, one more thing, di sebalik ke'happy'an kami, kami mendapat khabar sedih dengan pemergian sepupu yang baik ke rahmatullah 2 malam lepas... arwah terlibat dalam kemalangan jalan raya awal pagi disebabkan seorang pemandu yang MABUK!!! moga roh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan mereka yang dirahmati-Nya...Al-Fatihah......

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Tarik dan Tahan Napas Lebih Lama Session

*aishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................................* it's the timetabling time again...rasa nak berenang dan seumpamanya berlarutan.......!!!!

Monday, February 27, 2012

Menggambarkan Itu...

these days mmg tak tergambar kan jika sesuatu yang tidak diingini berlaku..... tapi kit aharus lebih bersedia kerana sesuatu itu tetap akan berlaku tanpa kita mengetahui bila....

If I were not there..

Love
If I were not there to be with you....
Sure you are gonna be missed
And I hope I am gonna be missed even more..

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Touched by a Simple Gesture of Her

Eversince school reopens, I frequently received calls from my only daughter, where most of the times she would cry for various reasons.. among others:"huwaa...mama belum sign borang kakak..." "Mama belum balutkan buku kakak....", if she would not cry, she would rather reverse psycho me with words like these:" Hmm...mama, cikgu ni tah apa2 la...nak itu la ini la dgn kakak..." the list goes on almost every single school day be it in th emorning or after school...

But today, the tone was different.

She cried out loud. She trembled. She sobbed continuously. She uttered her words. Tried hard to. I strictly told her to tell me the point.

She does not want to go to school. I could feel my blood goes to the top. Thinking back all her tantrum these days. When she actually calmed down, her words were:

"mama..boleh tak kakak tak pergi sekolah hari ni... sebab kakak nak jaga Uwan...Uwan dah tak nampak....Uwan tak sihat..HUWAAAAAAAAAAA..."(another out cry) this made me tremble.

My mind racing, is my MIL okay, is she find, is this the day we were hoping it would be later (when other half could collect some funds to send his mom for an operation for her eyes...) all these made me wordless.. Only God knows how much it would make me sad. I will be the saddest person next to my FIL.. I know other half would feel the same. He could find other wife if he wants to, but he could never find another mother. He might hide his feeling.

I pray hard things would be better.

Only after Dzuhur slightly at 3pm, I received another call from my daughter, yes, she absent from her school today. She asked me to write a letter to her class teacher as why she took a day off today.

I further asked her about my MIL. She said Uwan dah tido tapi belum makan, kakak buat roti pun Uwan tak makan...Adha mana? Adha pun dah tido.. so, I asked her to prepare food for Uwan,

Kakak masukkan nasi dalam pinggan, bawakkan ke bawah, amik sotong tu, masukkan asam pedas dalam mangkuk... hidangkan kat Uwan... she said she will...

At her age, she is matured enough. Allah lindungilah anakku beserta ibu mertuaku sementara kami keluar bekerja...

I am so touched by my little angel, Alia for her maturity and gentle gestures. Alhamdulillah, Allah kau berikan aku anak yang mudah dididik....peliharalah kami di dunia dan akhirat..

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Dari Muara ke Bukit Tinggi singgah di Melakau
























itula cuti nya....hahahha...! habis planning, sangat true kita hanya merancang Allah yang menentukan...



planning:


Ahad malam Muara (so tak perlu pegi Umbai kan)

Isnin pagi gerak ke Melaka...jalan seluruh Melaka

Selasa pagi gerak ke Cameron then stay overnight balik Rabu... Khamis boleh settle school matters..


Allah tentukan:

Ahad pegi Muara...sedih order 3 food, datang satu je.....forget it..tu pun dh tunggu 3 jam...!! baik masak sendiri kat umah..puas hati...

Isnin pegi melaka (at 10am) sampai dalam 12pm terus pi zoo...jalan kaki pi taman buaya.....ard 430 nak round kota melaka...mak oiiii....jam yang amattt...>!!! by 6 tak singgah mana2...balik KL semula...hazabbb......makan kat kedai kami sellau makan i order la siakap 3 rasa yang tak dapa tkat muara ituuuuuuu..as per encik suami, anggapla sambil makan kereta yang lalu lalang tu kapal2 yang sedang belayar...ciss...

selasa..in the wee morning si emir cirit birit...instead of cameron, we went to clinic.... see u next time cameron..... selasa to khamis, pi settle banyak benda...termasuk penamaan EPF...settle!