Encouragement

u know what is the best in life

family? yes, definitely

family encouragement? YES, THIS IS NEEDED!!

if you have them

u r always on the cloud 9

I've always thought that something new can wait

I've always thought something new is fearful

truth is

something new is something to be explored

once it is explored

you may overcome your fear

and you might meet the best out of your fear:

SUCCESS

at present

I am deeply thinking

of exploring something new

maybe not to others

it is new to me

on top of it

this time is with support and encouragement

from family

maybe not the extended family

but what I have now

is more than enough to 

give me strength to move on

insyaAllah...

A Sunday that is....

it was supposed to be a lazy Sunday

since MIL is around 

however, it turned out to be RESTless! LOL

Kakak was unwell (since Saturday tuition class)

Hence, after I prepared simple drink in the morning

sent Kakak (of course other half n 2 toddlers wif us) to clinic as early as 8 in the morning

right after that we went to pasar (sempat hoccay!)

went for breakfast (n tapau for Wan n Angah)

off sending other half to work

reached home by 1045

kemas2 dapur (kemas barang basha dari pasar of course)

start to cook lunch

lucky enough 2 toddlers udah dimandikan awal2 lagi

by this time Littlest Emir sudah bertandang ke umah Opah dgn selipar baru

yang Opah belikan hoccay

sempat masak pengat pisang jugak

by 1 baru siap masak bagai teringat laman yan gdah memanjang rumput rumpainya

Uwan tgh mendodoikan Abang Chik 

leh la buat keja kat luar

huh... gunting lak rosak

ajak Angah - since kakak dah dozed off makan ubat yg drowsy

pi Mr. DIY carik gunting rumput

balik umah dekat pkl 2

gunting suku laman alih pokok cili (inchik other half dah membebel2 sebulan lebih dah)

pi bersihkan lagi kat belah ujung laman

ceh hujan pulakkk

naik mandi solat ajak MIL makan

tgh makan si Littlest Emir pulak balik

sibuk lagi mama di dapur

buat choc cupcake sebab kakak nak bawak gi jamuan esok

by 630 baru settle

tup2 henpon bunyik

haishhhh inchik other half nak suh jemput kat hotel pulakkkk

ngengada tau..!

amik dia

by 8 katumah tapi sibuk membetulkan cermin tingkap yang stuck

after half hour surrendered

buh plastik sampah besar je janji air tak masuk hihihih

dok tgk tv jap...(ada hati nka bukak mesin jahit lagi ni... kain si nina tak berjahit lagi...) 

tapi my sunday was superb busy

so wait till tomorrow k mesin jahit

seriously restless...!

i survived!

Customer Service at its Peak

In term of the  “Customer Service Concept – Education Business Environment”, we always have to reminds ourselves ,  “Parents, Students and Candidates” are assumed as “Our value Customer”.  Hence we have to make sure that only excellent strategies can ensure the great reputation in this vital area.

For example:

1.Always put ourselves in their shoes. In others words to understand what exactly their needs and how to full fill their needs.

To build a  good Team Spirit between colleagues

And  Always practice : Happy staff = Happy Customer 

ye ke...

nak muntah daku baca

sebab kalau ko tulis 

ko deliver ke apa yang ko tulis ni

haisshhhhhhhhh.........

owh ni luahan perasaan sahaja

utk mike2 yang HANYA PANDAI berkata2

tapi delivery ZERO! LOL

Weekend Gateaway

yeay I skipped the weekend

last week

for an all-paid trip with friends

meaning: gateaway from routine for few days

jalan

makan

sightseeing

lelebih lagi after newly discovered ability

of my 3 yr old digicam

ceh

nasib baik tak buang

rupanya berguna yang amat

hehe lap u olympus!

tgk tv

tgk dvd

rilex n chill out

oh ada beberapa insiden ku terkejut tetengah malam

LOL

anyway

such a gateaway

tapi the moment naik keta nak balik

routine bermula

ke pasar immediately

n memasak!!

aduyaiii

takleh nak ngelat langsung!

Jadik Driver kat KL ni Jangan Bangang Sangat

ther have been few occasions 

where aku rasa nak bawak je batu 

rasa nak baling je kat keta org2 bangang

among others:

dok kat lane laju tapi  bawak sloooo

pastu kat depan keta dia 15 ekor gajah pun leh masuk baru jumpa the next car

or driver yang nak tukar lane tak bagi signal

yang ni sengal

ko hengat sume rorg leh guess ke ko nak pi mana

pastu kalo terlanggo ko

ko pulak nak claim insurance aku

pastu insurance aku tak dapat the NCB bila nak renew roadtax

pastu NCB aku kena start bali at 25% walopon aku dah maksimum 55%

tapi last night mmg bengong

ada satu driver ni

bawak gen2 kelabu je

plet WSFXXXX (not that I care)

badan: gemuk macam gergasi

muka: macam buragas

tunggu bini kat stesen L*RT ujung kat G*ombak nun

insiden:

si gemuk WSF parked belah kanan ada mangkuk parked belah kiri

tetengah ada ruang utk satu keta je lalu (bas takmuat)

ok: bini si gergasi ni dah sampai

time ni keta cabuk WCJ ku nak lalu kat tetengah ruang yang tersebut di atas

boleh si gergasi ni main nak keluar je (signal? oh mmg tak bagi la mungkin takut bayar lebih tuk minyak keta kot kalau buh signal)

ku toleh bagi muka sikit than i parked on the left (tak ganggu jalan ok)

oh tiba2 mangkuk tingkat ni tak puas hati

he drove n stopped next to my WCJ 

n sound aku:

naper aku pandang2 dia

aku selamba jawab: aku ad amat aaku leh pandang kan

pastu dia balas ko tak puas hati ke apa

aku cam eh ko sakit otak ke hapa

n toddlers ku dalam ket apun gave  a look yang macam..eh nama uncle gergasi ni

aku nampak la bini dia menyabo2 kan dia

eh, sian ko ok sang bini..

sebab laki ko berani dgn pompuan anak 4 ni je

cakap je besar sebesar perut bori laki ko tu

tapi keluar ket apun idak

orang ramai yg tgh tunggu bas tu terpaku tgk insiden itu

aku macam whatever la

aku tunggu laki aku

nak pi shoppig pastu

so like I care

tapi seriusly

aku patut collect batu2 kecik dalam keta!

Haruskah...Sudahkah Tiba Masanya...?

should I resign...now?

or after the big pay

tunggu big pay la

ada sikit kan for backup

ish.........

ye ke ni

cam nak je

tapi...................................................................

panjang okey tapinya tu

sebab banyak sebab to hold on to

for a while

FENAT!!!!

Hati Yang Tercalar

weh sapa yang calar hati mu itu FZZ?

hahah...

takder la sesapa

tapi I feel down at times

oh, bukan dgn inchik other half

dia dah tak banyak buat kerenah these days

plus we may have been

too complimenting each other

plu smala snak gaduh kot

kalau ada terasa sikit

leh overcome je dgn gelak2 kecil

or even gurau2 manja gitu

hence, it is not an issue

cuma when i am alone
(bila nya alone, definitely jarang2 kan alone ni)

i do think of things
that cud have hurt me
or even things i hurt ppl with
of course my words
their words

if i hurt you i am sorry
if you hurt me (deeply)
you are forgiven
but not all time forgotten..

Mengumpat

best tak ngumpat?

eh dosa weh

kalau ngumpat

umpama kita makan daging sedara kita sendiri

ok

actually kita manusia mmg dikurniakan otak (patut turn into akal)

dan mulut (patut untuk berzikir bercakap perkara baik2)

tapi sering disalahguna

bukan salah manusia tu la

tapi tu namanya communication

antara isu penting communication is mulut

okey senario satu:

Peah:ko dari mana Kiah:

Kiah: baru balik kedai beli lauk nak masak harini Peah

Peah: rajinnya ko masak, bukannya laki ko makan pun dia kan otstesen selalu

Kiah: aku masak utk anak2..dah la Peah aku nak balik

Peah: eh nanti la dulu... aku ada cerita hot ni Kiah

Kiah: takper la Peah, hari pun tengah hot ni aku nak balik la cari shade kat umah selesa sikit

ok ni Kiah yang baik sebab malas nak prolong mulut murai si Peah

tapi apa jadi kat Peah?

mesti dalam hati dia kata: alaa.... konon baik la tu....bajet bagus

senario dua;

Peah:ko dari mana Kiah:
Kiah: baru balik kedai beli lauk nak masak harini Peah
Peah: rajinnya ko masak, bukannya laki ko makan pun dia kan otstesen selalu
Kiah: aku masak utk anak2..dah la Peah aku nak balik
Peah: eh nanti la dulu... aku ada cerita hot ni Kiah
Kiah: hah apa dia cerita tu
Peah: hah si polah tu denga si anu tu pot pet pot pet..
Kiah: bla..bla...blaaa

this commmunication will go on and go on, regardless cuaca hot ke rain ke
janji communication berjalan lancar
sampai si Peah mulut murai tu puas hati
Kiah pun puas hati...

moral of the story: tah aku pun tak tau

cuma aku rasa mengumpat tu adalah cara untuk menghabiskan tenaga masa serta pahala...
dan masih ramai yang suka acara ni
sebab kalau tak mengumpat atau bercerita hal orang lain (term sopan tuk mengumpat kan)
no communication or no conversation
suasana jadik dull
kira cam eh ko apehal aku apehal
tak bestnya suasana camnih

basically, orang taknak mengumpat
tapi nakmemeriahkan suasana
kena mengumpat
boleh....?

apa-apa la..
cuma nak bagitau kalau mengumpat pasal org mmg best
ce sekali sekala bayangkan org bercerita hal ko pulak
sentap kan....!
hah, ce pikir..!

selamat selotep mulut...!
2 me 2..!

Perli & Habit

ok ngaku

I am not perfect

neither anyone of us

termasuk org2 yan glebih tua dari kita

orang2 yang muda dari kita

makcik pakcik kita

nenek datuk kita

emak bapak kita

kita2

ni sumer tak perfect kan

tapi jangan le anggap kita2 ni bahguss sangatt

sampai leh perli2

sampai leh kutuk2

eh ada aku k

oh mesti k

sebab K tu kan ala2 bunyi CARE

caring is sharing

eh apa aku melalut...

ah lantak la....

janji pagi2 aku kena perli

desing gak telinga

mmg tak sebut nama

tapi ayat yang sama ko bagi kat aku kat PM

ayat yang sama ko buh kat status efbi ko

ceh................!

bahguss sangattt

Yeay Raya Di Johor Lagi....

heheh...

dah lama tak rasa gembira camneh

tapi semalam

inchik Mr. Pampered Husband

gitau

raya haji ni

nak tengok lembu kena kekah

kat Johor

yeay!!

balik Johor lagi

mula2 cam tak caya

tapi pagi tadi

beriya2

pakcik ni

gitau

leh amik cuti lama siki

sampai Selasa

yahuuuuu

terus terbayang2 nak beli baju tuk kami2

hehehhe....over kan!

Salam Zulkaedah

Zilhijjah will be coming!

Mr Pampered Hubby

huh

tajuk pun dah tau

grr

hahah..tak la grrr mana pon

I think

as far as I remember

my tasks are superbly abundant

being a mother

a wife

a sister to a dotter yg kepochi n kuat merajuk

being a brother to sons yang lasak

being a chauffer to a pampered hubby

oh ni mmg sangat grrrr

ada 2 keta

ada 2 driver

tak kira le i cuti ke

mesti dia nak mintak hantor

grr

MIL kata

nak buat camana

tu kisahnya

dah dia nak camtu ikut je le

tapi everytime

i meti ada 2 bodigats cinonet yg ikut

2 little toddlers

hahahha

inchik other half

kalu drive sendiri sekali sekala leh tak

eh komplen ke ni

hahahha

luahan........sahaja

sekian maceh

Kalau Free Memang Sedap

tul kan

apa2 yg free

mesti sedap

mesti best

hari ni ada makan free

yeay selamat hari raya

walaupon hari raya dah nak habis

semalam opah (bukan oppa gangnam style ye)

bagi kuah kacang dgn nasi impit

memang sedap la kan

aku lum makan lagi pun

tapi

rerakan seopis

dah makan tala je

bertambah2 lagi

was planning to make it my lunch

memandangkan i am on duty

sampai opis pkl 720

lunch karan gpukul 1

mendidih perut aku

kalau aku gastrik karang

sumer kata aku makan tak jaga

cuba kira tul2 the timing

aku mmg nak jaga

tapi timing tu bagi tepat sikit boleh tak?

owh sekadar luahan

kalau sentap

sendiri mau hengat la ye

Kawan....?

lately my whole family

be it the kids

even us myself n other half

love to watch new trending sitcom

oh my English!

there is one episode where 2 bffs

Azlin n Mazlee were on silent war

because Azlin has said something bad behind Mazlee

and Mazlee literally stood up behind her!

I like the part where Azlin tried to win Maz's friendship

by buying him a 'solo flower'

and when she out her little finger out and asked Maz:

"kawan..?"

the sour-faced Maz immediately grin and replied the same!

why is the topic is kawan

i have lots of friends

and many kind of friends

bffs, close, colleague etc

the list goes on as we grow

i believe everyone has the same

and sometime

even friends could turned foes

frankly I have one friend

whom I met during my engagement days til I got married 

till I am a mother of 4

we had been working in few many places together

she is one special friend

her words are always a wisdom

my prayer is for her in many occasions

she guided me then

i thanked her for that

otherwise I wouldn't know

If I were be able

to be what I am now...

thanks to you...u know who you are... :)

Memories Remained

what's your best memory?

if u ask me, i have a lot

best memories remain

andai kalau aku leh jadi nyanyuk bila tua nanti

my best memories should remain

as my selected memories

one of my best:

tolong bak (my dad) kutip biji kelapa sawit

woih, best ke memory ni??

eh, suka aku la

memori aku..hahha..(over re-act)

anyway,

born in a not-too-poor family

we used to help around

be it in the house

or even in the ladang kelapa sawit

sebab kat umah takde sapa nak jaga we all pun

adik2 dah hantar kat kandang (what a name kan)

kandang=creche yang ladang provide to put workers kids' while they are mending the ladang ok

eh, my siblings love it ok

among the best is when bak tanya:

nak ikut kutip biji (referring to biji kelapa sawit) esok?

wahh!!!

semua nak, Angah, Ical n I 

3-3 sekali dok bertenggek kat moto bak esok pagi

lepas bak balik dari rokal (role-call daa)

selalunya bak akan tanya soklan tu

kalau turn bak sabit kelapa sawit kat area2 yang ada anak sungai

tambah menarikk!!!!

sebab kitorang mmg keja sungguh2

kecuali Ical yang selalu main2

sama ada main2 kan abang/kak dia

or main2 sendiri...dia memang nakal ok... hihihi

tapi lepas siap

bak kata

hah pegi la mandi

sat-sat tu gak  

kami jeburrrrrrrrrrrrr kat parit (anak sungai) tu

tak kira la main apa

janji kat area2 tu je

tak lari jauh dari pandangan mata bak

tapi sekali sekala jengah2 gak bak kat mana

takut bak tinggalkan kitorang

ye la bak selalu buat lawak...

hehe

tapi yang ni mmg tak terbeli dgn berapa banyak duit sekalipun

i still mesmerize this moment

yang dapat this chance only us yang besar2

adik2 yang kecik Ajib Acil n Azah
(correction: Ajib pun ada ikut sekali sekala, marah dia tak cakap dia ikut kutip biji hihihihi)

mak dah tak kerja

mak jaga anak2 orang

pastu bak pun decided nak berhenti sabit buah kelapa sawit

bak berniaga...

i think ini adalah sebab2 utuh

kenapa Angah dgn Ical sampai sekarang kerja ladang

tapi bukan tukang sabit la

diorang jadi manager ladang..

nak balas budi mak dgn bak gaknya

at least menghormati kerjaya bak dgn mak

demi membesarkan kami adik-beradik... 

mak, bak we love you both!

The NOTA

The NOTA

yang ditunggu2

"Kakak nak air teh tarik panas dengan 

teh 'O' Panas dua boleh

pastu air bliss Mama sikit.

Kakak balik mesti dah siap tau"

Kakak love mama (ni lepas kena paksa)

permintaan demi permintaan....aishhhh

Jangan Buat Selalu (Solat Kombo)

kalau kita bekerja

selalu nya mengeluh

sebab SURAU JAUH..

nak solat Zuhur Asar asing2 time

walhal jalan kaki ke surau tu tak sampai pon 2 minit kan jalan

tapi tuntutan keja kan (alasan)

kalau banyak kali pi solat teman2 jeling kata ngular (laaggiii laa alasan kan - we live full of it)

we short cut everything for those alasan

so solat zuhur bila tinggal 15 minit lagi nak masuk asar (kan..kan...kan!)

I don't know about you, but I admit

I do it at most of the times....(T T)

anyway,

since it is Ramadhan

I rush back early so that I can prepare meals for iftar in time

hence, I do my Zuhur early

and my Asar when I reach home

mind you the combo has became a habit

hence I tend to do my Asar after I prepared the meals

which is obviously minutes before iftar right?

so this one day (one fine day)

I asked my kepochi to look after her 2 little brothers

after meals are prepared for iftar

as I need to perfom my Asar prayer

so she did

later after iftar,

I wish to perform my Maghrib

where (again) I asked her to have an eye for her little brothers

and suddenly these question blurted out from her kepochi mouth:

"eh, Mama kenapa Mama solat 2 kali?

bukan Mama baru solat ke kejap tadi..."

erk, seb baik Mama tak berap anak putih

kalau tidak si kepochi tu mesti nampak muka merah Mama atas tikar sejadah...

maluuuuuuuuu 

Berbalasan SMS

ce teka dgn sapa?

other half ke?

nay.... 

dgn my kepochi Alia Izzurah

SMS Alia:

Kakak ada tulis nota kat tepi apren mama tau..

SMS Mama:

Nota tu ada tulis Kakak Loves Mama tak?

Kalau takde, sila tulis baru mama senyum...

hihihi

SMS Alia:

Dah bos siap

LOL..this made my day! really

Ramadhan nan Indah

kenal tak ni?

hihi....dah bertahun tak dapat personalised Kad Raya camni

nowadays

ppl will fwd nice visual smses to

most of their Muslims in their phone contact list,

kan?

tapi semalam

dalam post box

yeayyy!!!

ada Kad Raya

thank you Kak Long! hihihihihi

anyway,

kenapa kali ni Ramadhan yang indah

my two kids berlatih puasa

DILIGENTLY

bangun sahur diligently

iftar sah2 la lebih diligent kan!



Stats Yang Seronok

seronok pulak

sebab

tgk statistik naik 

maksudnya

ramai yg baca my resepi mengarut yg menjadi tu

sebabnya

dulu takder la sampai puluh2 sehari

ni dah naik ratus2 sehari

unexplanable feeling

feeling gitu

Kek Arang utk Mak Bonda

uik..

berani ke bila mak bonda teringin nak makan kek tak buat

mak bonda jarang2 suka makan kek

tapi dalam banyak2 kek

dia suka my charcoal steam cake

aka Kek Arang

atau nama commercial

Kek Arang Izzurah - ni ada rahsia hahaha

tapi si Izzurah ni mmg rajin membantu

jadik walau kek itu Hitam Pekat cam dia

tapi sedap

sama sedap mata memandang kat dia...

owh these two are among my Kek Arang Izzurah lovers!

Aku Menang!

serius...aku menang

bukan menang glassware syarikat

pemanggang ajaib ikan are tu

tu kena beli

dah beli baru leh dapat

ni betul2 kejadian

aku menang baucer

takla banyak tapi berbaloi..

kejadian ni berlaku lebih kurang sebulan lepas

ada kat laman sosial Ef-Bi tu

ni laman Ef-Bi syarikat beg

beg kulit

aku mmg suka beg

lagi2 beg kulit

syarikat ni beg dia boleh tahan

dia buat menang baucer ni awal bulan lepas sampai tengah bulan lepas

aku join je

hari2 aku share laman depa

aku kena "suka" laman Ef-Bi depa sebanyak yang boleh sepanjang 2 minggu

aku buat le

dalam hati

penuh harapan

alangkah eloknya

kalau aku menang

mula berangan nak beli beg itu ini

tapi hati aku kuat berdetak aku boleh

waiting...nak je aku bubuh kat status Ef-Bi aku jugak aku penuh harapan ni

sebab keputusannya ujung bulan lepas

ujung bulan wiken

hari ni aku boleh check la

tapi aku lupa langsung pasal tu sebab Biru Senin (monday blues kot..hahha)

aku bukak email lum bukak Ef-Bi

eh ada email dari syarikat tu la

tajuknya Congratulations

tgk n baca betul2 ni bukan SPAM

waha...betul la kau menang YEAY

eh, dabel kompom kat Ef-Bi

ye laa...diorang dah announce nama aku laa pemenangnya....

aku sukaa

terus bukak laman depa

cari beg

Amboih...payah jugak no nak milih ni.... walaupon pakai baucer

yg penting incik somi pun bakal dapat wallet raya... hehehehhe

meriah di hati ni.... dam dim dum!

Perihal Seterika Stim

Sebagai ibu, tugas hakiki ku sebaik sahaj celik mata adalah memasak air, kemas dapur, susun pinggan mangkuk, buat seteko air utk inchik somi dan daku juaa sebelum off to work.. lepas tu gosok baju (every weekday hoccay!) baru mandi lepas peluh2 tu kan... n solat baru siap nak pi keja...

semalam, dah siap fasa pertama kerja bangun tido tu, nak naik atas pi iron baju.... eh, nape steam iron RM*5 ku ini tidak menyala lampunya... ish... mentang2 5 hengget leh pakai 6 bulan je ke... ishhh..... takper, ku pulun mengeluarkan seterika stim yang lama dibeli oleh A*tam...eh, tak menyala jugak... erk, plug ni rosak kot... daku membawa 2-2 seterika pegi bilikku... aik, 2-2 tak menyala... sah bin sahih dah rosak setrerika2 stim ku ini..ikhh..subuh2 cenggini mana ada kedai yang bukak nak jual iron..paling awal pun tesko karang bukak pkl 8pagi... ikhh... takkan nak pinjam kat jiran kot.... 

mau tak amu kucari baju yang tak perlu nak berapa iron.... seb baik suar inchik somi dah iron awal2 last week sebab kami emergency leave kan 2 hari...n budak2 tak sekolah sebab semalamnya hari sukan... daku je laa pakai baju tak beriron.;..(kalau mak tau mesti kena bebel...!)

so, bgtau kat inchik somi IRON dah rosak.. hmm... jawapannya: what to expect iron Rm5... dah setengah tahun pakai ok la tu...ceh.. tak memberangsangkan sungguh...

on the way to work, inchik somi kata, balik ni nak ke giant ke nak beli iron..pantas kujawab, MESTILAH, karang nak iorn baju susah...dahla mama iron hari2....

so, that's it..balik keja pulun cari iron (nak yg setim gak.... nengada kan!) seb baik giant buat promosi dapat la brand tak berapa nak cap ayam la 5X.XX regenya.... (dengan harapan beli yg harga 10 kali ganda tahan 10 kali ganda lama la kan... kot 6 tahun ke....!) hahahha....

pagi tadi, memulakan hari ku seperti biasa..sampai la ke fasa ke2 untuk menggosok baju... klik! eh nape tak menyala jugak lampu iron baru ni... eh...plug rosak kot...sahih ni.... kuhangkut iron, tempat gosok, baju2 yang nak digosok pegi area dapur...gosok kat dapur dengan jayanya sambil memikir... sah plug tu rosak...ni kalau inchik somi bangun ni mesti ada nyanyian istimewa bebelan dia nanti.... sambil ku berpikir time bila nak disclose the truth ni...

tup-tup time daku nak letak baju kat katil, bergerak2 mengeliat pulak inchik somi ku ini..tup2 keluar soklan maut ni dari mulut dia:"mama dah test iron baru beli semalam?" dannggg!!!!! kena la jawab dengan jujur kan... 

jawapan agak tek berapa selamba ku lah:"kalau mama cakap, mesti ayah marah kan..." sebenarnya IRON2 yang lama tu tak rosak...yang rosak dan tak boleh ON adalah plug2 kat umah kita ni..." terus celang bijik mata inchik somi yang memang dah sedia besar dan bulat kan...katanya:"pegi try charge bateri phone kat sini..." daku yang separuh bersalah ni menurut perintah la kan...hmm..mmg tak caj laa Yah... terus ku snippet:"ke ada yang trip kat board bawah tu...?" tanpa menjawab soalan ku, disapa oleh sindiran manja inchik somi:"Hmm... saj aje nak beli yan gbaru kan....!" 

ark..ark...arkk.. daku tak bersalah.... tapi toceh sebab dapat baru... n rezeki mak dpat iron yang lama... hahhahah....

moral of the story: "check dulu sebelum beli kan dah rugi ujung bulan yg tenat ni...!" hahhahahah

Kalau Aku Dah Menyampah

serius menyampah tahap GABAN

eh, tapi janganlah samakan GABAN dengan menyampah

GABAN best okey

tapi bila aku menyampah

mmg susah nak hilangkan

lelagi yang jenis tak reti nak menarik hatiku semula

wish 

there will be changes

erk, akan ke?

perlu ke?

Pessimists....Jangan Kawan Dgn Aku...!

i hate pessimists

not only hate

i despise them!

tapi ada bagusnya ada pessimist ni

ada point of reference

hahaha..

in the end

live your life udah....

Driving to Work

it's a heavenly drive these days

thanks to the school holidays

however, as a vivid driver myself

i observe this when cruising on the road to work

i always take the middle lane 

however, 

i see motorcycles

they are on my left side (ok..)

huh, they are on my right too!!

hey, 

do you it is so inconvenience for us the driver

whenever we wish to change lane

be it on our left or right

still, our eyes are keeping on you, motor riders!

just to ensure you are safe form any knock out!

but, motor riders

please keep to the safest area on the road....

i have witnessed

one of you being knocked out

yet the car driver left you all alone

they just drove off

take care of yourselves, motor riders!

Perihal Menukar Kerja (again...)

ko yang sama masih lagi keen

maka terpaksala aku pegi jumpa kan

pegi jumpa cam convincing

kat sini,

pun macam dah tak berapa nak sedap

sebab

ada sebab2 yang valid utk jadik tidak best

ni dipanggil pushing factor

pulling factor

hm....

Alia's Series of Notes Pt. 6

this happened one good morning

I brewed the usual pot of Milo

other half would always have a cup of it before off to work

there he goes, went off to work

me n the kids (minus angah yg still sleeping)

sent him off at the gate

after the kisses n waves

i went up to the kitchen

thinking it would be nice for my 1st round of breakfast

quick thinking, (takyahla nak bazir2 cawan)

terus je tuang air kat dalam cawan yg other half pakai

the moment i put the cup on my lips,

aaaa....ice ke!

Ala...kakak, ayah ni suka tau ice in the morning

(melepaskan separuh geram kat my eldest)

she digested my words for few seconds

before she blurted:

"ala mama..... takkan mama tak kenal ayah tu.....!"

(terkedu jap mama...!)

Mother's Day Special (for me)

angkasawan-to-bes

jangan tak tercapai lalu bekerja sebagai

ANGKAT CAWAN

udah ye anak2...!

tak tersangka pulak our visit to Muzium Negara menarik..

yg paling best,

Mama takyah masak...:)

Mothers' Day Special

http://www.godvine.com/Mother-s-Inspiring-Video-About-her-Blind-Baby-Boy-1484.html

wordless, speechless..

tapi kalau semua ibu kat dunia ni macam ibu Christian kat video tu,

takkan ada kes dera anak, kes buang anak (cam kat negara kita terchenta ni!)

tapi apa yg paling terharu,

Christian tu the same age dgn my Adha

meleleh jap setitik 2 air mata ibu ku

sebabnya

kalau nak compare ketabahan ibu Christian tu

tak terbanding

I salute you!

dan yang buat meleleh lagi

baru pagi tadi Adha commented masa dia salam n kissed my hand time nak pegi kena:

"Mama, antik..!" (referring tu the new cardigan I am wearing today)

Christian pun boleh jugak puji Mamanya one day..!

Simply A Celebration for Ayah

Sketsa time bersiap nak pegi keja:

Mama: Ayah, mama belikan kek utk ayah

Ayah: Mengarut

Mama: apa mengarut pulak... ayah balik awal sikit la eh, suh abah datang jugak

So, we did celebrate his 34th birthday (ingat tu Ayah, 34 bukan 32 lagi ye!)

Some pics to remember..

Dah beranak pinak ni, nak potong kek pun sibuk je yg cenonit2 tu...!

Glorious Berry - Bakers' Cottage - not bad! 

 Patience celebrators

 Pets yg tolong sibuk

Happy 34th Birthday, darling Ahmad Izzuan!

Domestic Engineer (proud to be one!)

nak baca posting yang ni kena baca my previous one ok, kalau tak cam kurang kefahaman.. hahahah..(ayat poyo)

Anyway, I totally put my highest respect to all DEs out there. Why? Simply because I have been a DE before, with pay, again, with pay. Apparently, I was in a frictional unemployment few years back where I have given an early exit for 2 months (thank you!) with full pay, while looking for more permanent and promising job. I was resting at home with my 2 kids (then) for few weeks before I really looked for a new job. Truthfully, for at least 6 weeks, I was a full-time DE. How was I feel? Frankly, the first few days, I enjoyed my new status as a non-working Mom and started to plan days ahead. I managed to gather with few old friends and shopped. Enjoying myself. But after a while, err...what is my next plan? (takkan nak shopping hari2 kot...?)

How I spend my DE days...woke up early, as early as employed wives n moms (sometimes even earlier!) to prepare husband's for work - ironing his clothes, boiling water for his cup of Milo/Coffee, send him off to work (depan pagar je la kan). Did I continue my deep sleep...? not a chance! I started to prepare breakfast fro myself and the 2 toddlers. Started to do laundry before the toddlers got up, and you definitely can't plan what time there are up! Both toddlers needed attention surely. Changing them (mind you this look simple, but time taking too!) made them eat their breakfast - time consuming too! owh, laundry was completed, tadaaa......time to dry them up...while your eyes kept watching the little ones over their TV sessions - ensure their safety of course..!

After all that finish, the littlest one should be ready to take his usual nap. Sometimes I managed to take my bath early sometimes after they both were having their nap.

By 2 pm I took a snack before folding the dried laundry! Voila..all done! Ops...it does not stop there, mind you I still need to COOK!!! at least for 2 hours spent at the kitchen...to ensure while Mr. Husband got back from work at 6pm the meals were ready...

Again, DE tasks don't stop there. We still needed to mend the kitchen after dinner, to ensure cleanliness before off to sleep. Most of the time, even when others were in their deep sleep, DEs were still wide awake settling her chores.. their tasks are continuous, non-stop and overflowing and abundance as much as their love.

This is why I adore them. I have been there in their position once. Be it with salary or without salary (as in upah dari suami) no amount in the world would compare their every single drop of sweat for being Ikhlas keeping the house in order.

To all DEs out there.. be strong when you were remarked: "Ah, awak kat uamh bukan buat apa pun!" or even "untungla kau jadik surirumah, senang, tak macam aku balik kerja nak terkejar2 buat tu ini.." Believe this, if you are sincere of staying and keeping the house your husband could provide, the rewards from Allah are even greater....people would say whatever they would, whatever they could, but Allah knows even more..

This is the noblest position of the whole world. Hence, I salute you, Domestic Engineers! Salam Hari Ibu, too, DEs!

Sesuci2 Pekerjaan adalah....

Pernah terpikir tak apa pekerjaan yang paling suci atau NOBEL...first come to your mind should be Doktor! Nurse! Cikgu! semua betul... tapi kan...ada satu lagi pekerjaan yang orang tak pandang pun...Domestic Engineer... wah khelas ko Jah!! takkan takder org nak apply kot...engineer tu...!

Berbeza dengan jurutera2 yang lain, domestic engineer ni adalah term untuk surirumah...aku memang sengaja guna term ni sebab nak mengangkat darjat wanita2 yang bergelar surirumah ni...

so from now on , meh kita change our level of thinking dgn mengangkat tugas palign suci ini : 

DOMESTIC ENGINEER

p/s: more of this to come....tunggu!

Selamat Hari Ibu, Mama

Hari Ibu bakal tiba

Teka saya dapat apa...?

Bunga dari si dia..

Siapa lagi kalau bukan Si Alia...hahahahhaha

Anyway, ada pesanan penaja:

"Selamat hari ibu, Mama. Sebagai hadiah kakak bagi yang Mama suka. Amaran! Dilarang bagi si kecil (referring to her little brothers - Adha & Emir) bunga ini. 

Harga bunga ini 1.20 (cam nak claim balik kan..!).

Selamat Hari Ibu, Mama tapi Ayah punya belum sampai (bestday Ayah 9 Mei is nearing!). Minggu depan kakak belikan untuk Ayah Asalkan kurang membebel ye, nanti kakak tak belikan untuk Ayah.

Disebabkan Anjang dah datang (dengan penuh harapan Anjang nak datang Jumaat lepas). Jangan cemburu mama dapat Anjang tak dapat."

Perihal Menukar Kerja

I just got a call from some institution..an interview session for a full managerial post.. but, myhunch said, no la, u nve ginna get this job..or if u ever got this, u nvr got the pay u demanded for...
le...naper la pulak aku rasa cam tak best ni....
kat sini skang best la...
kalau dapat tpt lain, sama best ke dgn camni..
kat sini jem je tak hengat....tension mak!
time for istikharah ke....

Perihal Designer Bag

Wah....designer bag....!! LV ka GUCCI ka...erk, tak mampu ahkak....Coach je la yg mampoo...but seriously speaking, should we have any of those...kalau kita ni mak datin2 yg tak perlu mengasingkan duit tuk keperluan harian dan bulanan takper la...atau mike2 yang kejanya mengasingkan duit tuk designer itu designer ini... hahaha...mimpi la...

speaking of this designer, mmg I have bought a wristlet from coach...time dapat bonos aritu...(baca sekali lagi) bonos ye...tak bonus tak merasa la kan...

Anyway, I am re-thinking, should I at present, posses any desginer (mind the price ya!) of any kind? Sebabnya, my loved wristlet tu dah la susah nak dapat, dah dapat, KENA CONTENG!!!

Tak cukup dgn tu....talinya pun dah diputuskan.>!!!! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Lovely Day to Start With

It is just another day on weekday, where I had to got up early n prepared the usual thing before getting ready to work.. but today is so special. Why? Is this my birthday? Hub's birthday? Kids' borthdays? none of the above..it is a simple rainy day to start with but today I experience one thing for the first time throughout this almost 10-year marriage... what? first time? LOL... there are many first times of everything right..? what is this first time then? why is that a big thing to me..?

It is a big thing where other half is actually having brakfast with me, while helping around with the 2 cheeky toddlers before we both off to work on separate cars...!

ye la...dah sepuluh tahun kawen, dulu mula2 kawen dia pegi keja naik keta send me off to lrt station.. balik i balik sendiri.. bangun sendiri dia bangun just nak send off to stations..pastu he left for work in penang...balik KL, we both drove the same car send him off to work, balik fetch him...in th ewee morning.. kira umah just tpt tido n tukar baju... pastu again we drove separately... the best was bila sama2 naik LRT...balik sama2 in one car tapi bangun mmg really early and off early.. bekfes separately... recently, lagi pulak, he left 615 in the morning to beat jam, i left home 730 to take care of the kids dulu... langsung tak best...balik umah je baru best.. ni he decided to take lrt, he has more tim ein the morning... i shall mesmerize this one of course.. but dunno yet sampai bila, takut pagi ni je sebab first day at new workplace kan....tak tau schedule.... hopefully it lasts longer.. amin!

Alia Notes Pt 5

Nampak jersi ni.. i penyokong MU ke..? takla... I despise MU simply because the arrogance-ness...be they are the champ ke...i just pay no attention.. what I am going to tell is about my kepochiest girl (eh, cam ada berangan nak girl lagi je..hahahah..mimpilaaa!!!)

This same version jersey was worn by Alia with her name painted at the back side.. but the word AON at the front side made my giggled.. it goes like this:

Abg Akim: Angah, tau tak apa AON tu

Fakhrul: tu baju Alia la Abg Akim..

Abg Akim: mmg la baju Alia.. tapi apa maksudnya

Fakhrul: mana angah tau..

Abg Akim: AON tu Alia Orang Negro...!

Abg Akim & Fakhrul: hahhahahah..

The overheard Alia..

Alia: weh...suka2 hati je kata Alia orang negro kan

Alia: ni AOP ni Angah Orang NEpal

Alia: Abg Akim ORang Nepal pun boleh

All of them gelak...including me

Alia: mama suka je gelakkan kakak kan! Tapi patut ayah pakai AOP

Mama: naper pulak

Alia: Ayah Orang Pakistan..!

derrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............takleh kan dia terkena sorang, sumer pun kena tempias... hihihihihi

Alia Notes Pt 4

We were in a car coming home from kids' tuition classes when this song Wali Band - cari Jodoh is played over the radio.. there goes the conversation:

Alia: mama, lagu ni macam sesuai untuk Anjang kan...
Mama: takleh la kakak....Anjang dah ada awek..comel awek dia...
Alia: ye ke mama.. Anjang ada facebook eh, mama tgk kat facebook dia eh
Mama: a'ah la...

paused

Alia: sapa nama awek Anjang tu mama?
Mama: Fina...Achik Fina.. Rafina

paused again...

Alia: owh...kalau Anjang ada anak nanti, mesti nama anak dia NASRA kan...!

boleh gitu?? pikirkan nama anak org....haishhhhhhhhhhhhh

Alia Notes Pt 3

This girl of mine mmg determine that one day dia akan pergi ke oversea I guess cos one day she comes home:

Alia: Mama, kakak tulis kat karangan tadi cita-cita kakak
Mama: apa dia?
Alia: Kakak bercita-cita hendak pergi ke luar negeri seperti ibu saya
Mama speechless..

the very next morning atok came over

atok tanya kakak gambar kat pintu fridge tu gambar sapa...

kakak kata gambar kakak

atok tanya amik kat mana..

kakak jawab amik kat JAKARTA

I heard this from MIL yg cerita when I reached home.. marah le mama kat kakak:

Mama: nape kakak kata gambar kakak tu amik kat Jakarta
Alia: nape pulak mama
Mama: kakak tipu atok kan kata gambar tu amik kat Jakarta..
Alia: ala...takper la...atok pun percaya je
Mama: tak baik tau kakak..bohong atok tu dah dosa... bila kita pergi Jakarta?
Alia: mmg la mama, tapi satu hari akan pergi kan..?

ciss...... kena simpan duit nak pergi Jakarta pulak ke lepas ni.....aishhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Two Cheeky Toddlers!!

jadik mama macam i ni very challeging with the two littlest toddlers yang notti... i should have taken a video on this! this one nite, my two littlest still wide awake, mind you my third child usually an early sleeper - actually both 3rd n 4th are early sleepers - provided TV switched OFF, and they are sleeping separately.. too bad, Uwan is not around hence both of them sleeping with me..abg chik (the 3rd) was about to sleep, but this little Emir (the 4th) happily kacau him till he also wide awake!! OMG...mama nak tido sayang oiii..esok mama nak keja (sambil tgk jam yang dah dekat pkl 12tgh malam..!!)
i let them play for a while - as per ayah, "mama tido je, ayah tgk kan diorang..." leh caya ke ni..??
after a while, abg chik prepared himself to go to sleep.. putting on blanket around him (trying hard to), and suddenly Emir grabbed the blanket, they did the same thing few times till abg chik too tired to layan this emir.... at this point, Emir took the blanket and put around his head and menakut2 kan abg chik with the sound: "hee....hee...hee....!" then he gelak2....
korang tak marah ke tengah2 malam bergurau senda...weh mama nak tido wehhh....mama pun leh gelak tetengah malam ni wehhhh......
p/s: tak cukup dgn tu, pkl 4 pagi si emir kejutkan mama....aduyaiii nape dik oi...cis..apa bau ni rupanya berak pulakkkkk at 4am!! sabo je laaaaaa

Missy Little Laundry

few weeks of so many thingies and emotions..

but i wanna put down the happiest of all.. Uwan si Alia sudah boleh melihat...! literally...finally we managed to send her for an eye operations and Alhamdulillah...ibu mertuaku sudah boleh melihat...my advice given to the kids:"Uwan dah nampak ni, siap laa korang ye...>!!"

owh sementara Uwan takde, on off pegi checkup mata kat spital, I left Alia and Faiz alone at home sementara tunggu bas sekolah.. few days, ayah teman diorang.. tapi what I found out, ayah dera them to do all the laundry.. mmg la Alia selama ni dah tolong buat washing, tapi menyidainya was Uwan..this time round..kakak and angah tolong lipat baju!! surprised...!! but they did..tenkiu both sebab ringankan beban Mama.. p/s: dah 2 minggu i tak lipat baju...hihihiih tapi gaya melipatnya ikut gaya mereka la ye, I have to amend bila nak menyusunnya...

oh, one more thing, di sebalik ke'happy'an kami, kami mendapat khabar sedih dengan pemergian sepupu yang baik ke rahmatullah 2 malam lepas... arwah terlibat dalam kemalangan jalan raya awal pagi disebabkan seorang pemandu yang MABUK!!! moga roh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan mereka yang dirahmati-Nya...Al-Fatihah......

Tarik dan Tahan Napas Lebih Lama Session

*aishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................................* it's the timetabling time again...rasa nak berenang dan seumpamanya berlarutan.......!!!!

Menggambarkan Itu...

these days mmg tak tergambar kan jika sesuatu yang tidak diingini berlaku..... tapi kit aharus lebih bersedia kerana sesuatu itu tetap akan berlaku tanpa kita mengetahui bila....

If I were not there..

Love
If I were not there to be with you....
Sure you are gonna be missed
And I hope I am gonna be missed even more..

Touched by a Simple Gesture of Her

Eversince school reopens, I frequently received calls from my only daughter, where most of the times she would cry for various reasons.. among others:"huwaa...mama belum sign borang kakak..." "Mama belum balutkan buku kakak....", if she would not cry, she would rather reverse psycho me with words like these:" Hmm...mama, cikgu ni tah apa2 la...nak itu la ini la dgn kakak..." the list goes on almost every single school day be it in th emorning or after school...

But today, the tone was different.

She cried out loud. She trembled. She sobbed continuously. She uttered her words. Tried hard to. I strictly told her to tell me the point.

She does not want to go to school. I could feel my blood goes to the top. Thinking back all her tantrum these days. When she actually calmed down, her words were:

"mama..boleh tak kakak tak pergi sekolah hari ni... sebab kakak nak jaga Uwan...Uwan dah tak nampak....Uwan tak sihat..HUWAAAAAAAAAAA..."(another out cry) this made me tremble.

My mind racing, is my MIL okay, is she find, is this the day we were hoping it would be later (when other half could collect some funds to send his mom for an operation for her eyes...) all these made me wordless.. Only God knows how much it would make me sad. I will be the saddest person next to my FIL.. I know other half would feel the same. He could find other wife if he wants to, but he could never find another mother. He might hide his feeling.

I pray hard things would be better.

Only after Dzuhur slightly at 3pm, I received another call from my daughter, yes, she absent from her school today. She asked me to write a letter to her class teacher as why she took a day off today.

I further asked her about my MIL. She said Uwan dah tido tapi belum makan, kakak buat roti pun Uwan tak makan...Adha mana? Adha pun dah tido.. so, I asked her to prepare food for Uwan,

Kakak masukkan nasi dalam pinggan, bawakkan ke bawah, amik sotong tu, masukkan asam pedas dalam mangkuk... hidangkan kat Uwan... she said she will...

At her age, she is matured enough. Allah lindungilah anakku beserta ibu mertuaku sementara kami keluar bekerja...

I am so touched by my little angel, Alia for her maturity and gentle gestures. Alhamdulillah, Allah kau berikan aku anak yang mudah dididik....peliharalah kami di dunia dan akhirat..

Dari Muara ke Bukit Tinggi singgah di Melakau

itula cuti nya....hahahha...! habis planning, sangat true kita hanya merancang Allah yang menentukan...

planning:

Ahad malam Muara (so tak perlu pegi Umbai kan)

Isnin pagi gerak ke Melaka...jalan seluruh Melaka

Selasa pagi gerak ke Cameron then stay overnight balik Rabu... Khamis boleh settle school matters..

Allah tentukan:

Ahad pegi Muara...sedih order 3 food, datang satu je.....forget it..tu pun dh tunggu 3 jam...!! baik masak sendiri kat umah..puas hati...

Isnin pegi melaka (at 10am) sampai dalam 12pm terus pi zoo...jalan kaki pi taman buaya.....ard 430 nak round kota melaka...mak oiiii....jam yang amattt...>!!! by 6 tak singgah mana2...balik KL semula...hazabbb......makan kat kedai kami sellau makan i order la siakap 3 rasa yang tak dapa tkat muara ituuuuuuu..as per encik suami, anggapla sambil makan kereta yang lalu lalang tu kapal2 yang sedang belayar...ciss...

selasa..in the wee morning si emir cirit birit...instead of cameron, we went to clinic.... see u next time cameron..... selasa to khamis, pi settle banyak benda...termasuk penamaan EPF...settle!