Window Shop

Tau tak.. bila dah jadi ibu ni banyak yang kena foregone...kena sacrifice... memang betul pun.. for me I have to forego my Mall Theraphy habit.. dulu kalau tension je, mesti rasa nak keluar pi beli something.. rasa released kalau dah beli anything for anyone especially myself. Tapi jadi lebih tension kalau beli pakai kad kredit, ujung bulan bil tak hengat la kan..

Bila dah jadi ibu dah isteri kepada suami yang kulukut kalah MENTERI KEWANGAN ni..mak aii..memang kena let go the habit although dalam hati memberontak2 nak pi buat Mall Theraphy..

So bila berkesempatan, dapat shop sorang2 atau dgn baby kecik je..I will grab whatever I feel necessary.. macam few days ago where I went to Tesco to kill time before my scheduled interview.. i grabbed plastic dinnerware set thinking my toddler Adha nak makan minum, no proper plate/bowl/cup/fork/spoon for him.. i took the colourful set and use them straight away for Adha

Only last night Alia asked me when she busy arranging the set by colour..

Alia: Mama, bila mama beli pinggan mangkuk plastik ni?
Mama: aritu..
Alia: Mama beli kat ofis mama ke?
Mama: tak la.. mama beli kat Tesco
Alia: tak nampak pun mama ambik masa kita pergi dengan ayah aritu...
paused a second
Alia: ooo.....mama beli sorok2 ehhh....?
Mama: chiss....(dalam hati laa...)